Update Week 4
I went out on halloween as I said I would before. Everything went great. Met the girl at the bar. Had a few drinks, chatted, flirted for about an hour. I told her we were going to the club down the street, so I went to the bathroom and pumped up quickly before we left. I was already pumped up like 12 times before I even met her at the bar, but I pumped up a few more times before the club. Got to the club, had another drink, told her I wanted her on me. We danced and were grinding heavy for a long time. Probably an 1.5 hrs. After dancing with her for a while at some point we started making out. I told her in a direct and suave way that I wanted to split her in half. She said she wouldnt let me, she didn't trust me. She knows what I use to be like with girls, so I dont blame her. Made out some more and she drove me up when she felt sober because I was feeling kinda fucked up after popping the codeine's before drinking (dont do this). Meeting her tonight at a friends. She has been texting me telling me how much she enjoyed her night on halloween, shit like that. I don't think I will try to push her to go all the way with me, for a funny reason I will explain below.
So anyone who has been reading this log knows that I have really wanted to go back to nightclubs. My first nightclub experience with the implant went really well. That thing was hard up against her the entire time we were dancing, and I knew she loved it. So yes, nightlife like your young in your 20s (which I am) is very possible, you just need to make a few adjustments.
So I wasn't even 4 weeks post-op when I did this. Did I experience pain? I did not experience pain while I was grinding with her, but immediately afterwards I felt pain. But its not what I thought it would be. I thought the pain was from the tips being pressed into the end of my dick for so long. However, when I got hope, I realized that wasn;t the case all. All that dancing with her while pumped up the entire time chafed the shit out my dick head. If it wasn't for the chafing there would have been absolutely no pain at all. I think in the future I might put a small piece of silking cloth around my dick head in the future, maybe tape it or something, so that doens't happen.
Other than that, I couldnt have asked for a better experience.
However, that doesn't mean everything is 'normal'. I still need to cut holes in pockets so I can pump it discreetly at the bar while drinking instead of going the bathroom. Also, if I were to pump too much, Im not sure how easy it would be to hit the deflate button through my pants to balance it out.
Also, a girl might be suspicious if you are always hard. I don't know what she would be suspicious of exactly, but if she surprises you and gets up on you without warning, she might wonder why the fuck you are already hard. Like, if you are just chillin there, minding your business having a drink, and she, or some other girl, shows up and gives you a hug right away, she would think it strange your were already stiff. Or, she might just really like that. Who knows, just something to think about adapting too.
So my plan now is too let this chafing heal, cut my work hours back so I can actually have time to go out and still manage my time well, then try to smash the women. I am meeting that girl tonight, but my dick head is still tender, not painful, but enough to make me think I should wait. She really likes me, but she is suspicious as all hell that I will use her then drop her... which I really might do. But ya, I don't mind waiting. Now that I have the thing and my first nightclub experience with it went fine I feel like I have time to be patient and just let things flow naturally.
If you have any questions let me know!
Ill probably only do 1 or 2 more posts since everything seems to be going well, but I keep checking for questions.
PS Noteable Milestones So Far
Day 3: Began pumping/cycling every day
Day 14: went back to work with only minor discomfort, scrotum pain gone
Day 20ish: began pumping/cycling for an hour each day
Day 26: went to a nightclub and danced/grinded with a girl I like
Day 28 (4 weeks): got through the work day and realized I never noticed any discomfort and I wasn't aware of the implant being there at all
Titan OTR 25cm (24cm +1RTE). Implanted Oct 2017, Dr. Eid