How much does your flaccid change pre and post surgery with a Titan

[KaBoom]

I have been able to deflate three times since surgery.

Thrilled btw, some of you know I struggled mightily learning to deflate.

But this flaccid state im not even sure if I am getting full deflation. It's painful to point it downward in underwear and walk around, and its definitely longer and girthier, and firmer, compared to my pre surgery flaccid state. I was a grower before, definitely a shower now. So it's a big adjustment for me. Used to just have a little skinny floppy noodle down there.

I expected some of this with a Titan.

But it's at a size where im debating whether I just haven't deflated completely , I'm still very new at this. I tried to squeeze with hand in addition to the button valve.

And if this is the way it is now....with time will gravity start to have a bit more pull on my flaccid? Right now its pointing at 3:30 id say when im standing. Really have to tuck it downward to get dressed.

And just for perspective, when I have to take a crap, I cant get it directed below toilet seat. I have to keep it above. I cant imagine that to be the long term solution