PLEASE HELP ME.. This condition is a living hell

[softcock1]

I am 35 years old and have been suffering from ED for two years.
Believe it or not my biggest fear in life was suffering from ED, I never thought it was going to happen to me and just the thought of it scared the living daylights out of me and guess what.. I got it. I never wished the condition on anyone and I've never heard of anyone in my family suffering from it.

I would see the ED adverts on TV and think to myself I am grateful to god that I don't have that condition, I would rather have cancer. I have lost all motivation to work, exercise, go outside, talk to women, post on social media. Everything is ruined. I have tried Viagra but it did nothing. The only cure to this illness are pills, injections and implants, effectively two ineffective treatments which require pre-planning and not guaranteed to work and a third which is invasive and risky.

Can someone please point me in the right direction for getting this condition sorted? I do not trust Medical Establishments and Health Care Services although this is not resolving itself and I am desperate. I have spoken to my doctor who organised a blood test and that's as far as I've got.

TLDR - my penis doesn't work as it should. I am lost on what to do, have no money and hate doctors including hospitals although I have no choice but to seek assistance. PLEASE HELP ME !!

[GoodWood]

It seems you already know the treatments (pills, injections, implant). You are already seeing a physician about it.

No one is happy to have ED. None of us. It sucks.

There is a solution but it will require following the recommendations of good doctors. You say you hate doctors and have no money. First thing is to put your hatred of doctors aside and find the best urologist you can afford. If you can’t offerd any but can see a general practitioner they can prescribe the medications you’ll need to try but may need some guidance as it won’t be their specialty.

What country are you in? Navigating the healthcare system differs by location.