Suicidal tendencies

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Hello. My ED appeared suddenly. I injured my pudendal nerve. I think it’s the worst kind of ED, because you lose a large part of sensitivity. I’ve been using injections for a year. They work. I developed severe depression and overwhelming anxiety. I am married, and sex has turned into a traumatic and risky activity. I became an alcoholic and have already tried several antidepressants. Most of them cause me anorgasmia. The ones that don’t, also don’t work. I wish for death every day, all day long. I don’t do it because of my children who need me. I am not managing to cope with this. Any advice would be welcome.