Im 35 and basically I have never had intercourse. Born with a severe congenital curvature and got trhough both botched surgeries and repairs, I have been left with severe ED and pain (a big lump made oout of surgical material) for 13 years now. I tried my best to still have relationships, I have been open minded and so on..but it is what it is.
I want to have an implant done. I had a consultaltion in NYC with dr. Eid (im from Europe). He seems a great guy. Still, I struggle to see the overall thing as a solution. I know it could be potentially a game changer, but still. I changed many things in my life but I can't really change my mental approach towards it. It feels like I have to do it.
For sure my experience made an impact, learning how to deal with an extra big lump that hurts, all the ups and downs to come at peace with my penis. Maybe I am just way too scared to start it over again. Getting used to a new body again. Logics says, ok, it's new but it's better. No more lump, pain will get better and so on. But still.
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