How long?

[Nocturne]

To the implanted:
How long were you “on the cross” before you finally got “resurrected”?

[Mark1974]

I hung on the cross for over 5 years, but I was on the Road to Golgotha for about 15 years before that, every station becoming more brutal until I was finally whipped, made to feel humiliated and nailed down and could not move.

However, the women were not crying for me.

[Nocturne]

I hung on the cross for over 5 years, but I was on the Road to Golgotha for about 15 years before that, every station becoming more brutal until I was finally whipped, made to feel humiliated and nailed down and could not move.

However, the women were not crying for me.

Sorry you had to go through all that. You are not much younger than me. It sucks the way it seriously fucks with your head and claims swaths of your life. My issues started 10 years ago and were at least partly due to “near castrate” T levels, corrected with Clomid. The last 7 years were pretty good, all things considered, with Cialis helping out. About a month ago I had another incident while vacationing with my wife (same way it started 10 years ago) and I have been unable to have sex with her since. Going a little bananas. I know it’s at least partly “psychogenic” now, but looking back over the last decade I’m starting to realize that while I did get over the psychogenic stuff to the point of not worrying about the occasional mishap - and those mishaps started being over a year apart - I *have* been very limited in what I can do (basically not much more than missionary sex and the occasional foray into doggy style when I’m feeling particularly confident).

Um… didn’t mean to write all that. Originally responded because I wanted to ask - how was the surgery? You got a malleable, right? How does it feel?

[duke_cicero]

Nearly 15 years. After a bicycle accident at age 20, my sexual life evaporated. I got implanted in Dec of 2024. Since the end of January 2025, my sex life has been incredible. It's the greatest thing I've ever done for myself.