I'm 25, handsome, rather athletic. I lead a healthy lifestyle, I love life.
When I was a teenager I struggled with phimosis and wanted to get rid of it. I tried hot water, steroid ointments and creams unfortunately did not help me. So I decided to have phimosis surgery at the age of 19. I spoke to the doctor and we arranged for a partial circumcision. I was very stressed in the office and didn't really remember what he said. And finally, when everything healed, I made reservations. I have a low & loose circumcision with the frenulum and foreskin (5mm) removed.
Since then, some 4 months after the surgery, I started having erection problems. It's just that the touch stimuli are so small that I practically feel nothing.
Morning erctions are also rare.
I can't get an erection by masturbating.
Sometimes the erection is weak and disappears quickly. There is no penetration.
Porn videos don't work for me.
Blowjobs don't give me pleasure.
I've been to many doctors with this and everyone says it's a psyche.
Even before the surgery, I had erections on demand. The light touch of the women immediately triggered erections.
I always exuded a lot of pre-cough until I had wet panties and pants.
A light touch on the penis and a rock-like erection. From porn I also had a powerful, strong and long erection.
My morning erections were so strong that it was hard to get rid of them in the morning and I had to wait a while curled up on the bed.
During these 6 years, because of my disability, I have suffered about 10 women, still thinking that it is the fault of the psyche and if you relax, everything will be fine. Unfortunately, this was not the case.
This year, I met a true love that accepts my condition so far. I answered my story and said I would heal it. I satisfy it with my fingers and tongue.
I gave myself one last chance this year. If I don't heal, I'll be done with myself.
So...
I come from Poland.
I found a doctor called Piotr Świniarski, as the only doctor in Poland who performs procedures and implantations (he has performed about 100 procedures, I know that not much, but I cannot afford better doctors such as in the United States). I want to be treated with him, I talked to him and he prescribed me a dose of 50-100 sildenafil. And the hormonal tests I have correct. Testosterone at the 900 level.
I have a headache and a stuffy nose after taking it. After the tablets, the penis regains poorly or not at all. And when I stand, I have a soft penis head.
There was also a situation where I took these pills and we just went to sleep. In the morning I wake up and I had a strong erection with a hard acorn there like I used to be in my teens.
And when I'm Without pills, When I kiss a girl, I feel that the penis in my pants is filling with blood, but a moment later it falls down and you can't pick it up by touch or anything.
During the intercourse, I have a lot of prejaculate because I am very excited. But the penis doesn't stop.
Could the injury surgery damage my penis? I've spent a lot of money on doctors and sexists and I always hear that it is not possible and that it is the psyche.
Brothers please help me

I feel like my life is falling apart ...