Depressed with results

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splitpeach
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Re: Depressed with results

Postby splitpeach » Wed Jul 30, 2025 7:11 pm

To the people struggling here it sounds like you're having a brutal time. Very difficult. ED is hard as it is but when the surgery fails its crushing.

However, with your partners, stay on top. No matter what. Talk to them about your issues but never ever become a weak sack of shit in front of them.

You're also more than just the body. You're a spirit here encased in a meat vehicle. You're meant to experience the world and your life. No matter what happens on the outside there is a whole other dimension to explore inside.

There were times in my life were i was having an ungodly amount of sex with truly the most desirable women. I look back now in my current drought of clunge and wonder how on earth i did it. And despite that it became dissatisfying to me. I enjoyed it and was satisfied but it became about as satisfying as having a mars bar a few times a day.

What affects you is the context of your life and not the content.

Fucks sake Charles Xavier wasn't getting up any peach in that chair and he could move shit with his mind. You could take up native american raindancing or the glockenspiel!

There are people around the world who's dicks work fine but they choose to not be a slave to their reproductive drive.

Your wives are attracted to your energy not your dick. Don't show them weak or ugly energy. Be vulnerable and open but not weak.

Your dick is essentially a reproductive organ. If its dead to you then use that situation. Its one less distraction in escaping the limitations of the physical body.
Mid 30s. UK. ED since mid teens. Done the pills, injections, P Shot, Gainswave, ESWT shockwave.

Now preparing to take the plunge under care of Professor Ralph at UCLH. Planning on a Rigicon Infla10 AX with Pulse pump.

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Re: Depressed with results

Postby Mark1974 » Wed Jul 30, 2025 8:54 pm

splitpeach wrote:T You're a spirit here encased in a meat vehicle.

:P
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Re: Depressed with results

Postby duke_cicero » Wed Jul 30, 2025 9:03 pm

splitpeach wrote:Fucks sake Charles Xavier wasn't getting up any peach in that chair and he could move shit with his mind. You could take up native american raindancing or the glockenspiel!


I realize this is hair-splitting but technically couldn't Professor X use telekinesis to force blood into his penis? I can't believe I'm even asking this lol
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fucked0ne
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Re: Depressed with results

Postby fucked0ne » Wed Jul 30, 2025 9:07 pm

duke_cicero wrote:
splitpeach wrote:Fucks sake Charles Xavier wasn't getting up any peach in that chair and he could move shit with his mind. You could take up native american raindancing or the glockenspiel!


I realize this is hair-splitting but technically couldn't Professor X use telekinesis to force blood into his penis? I can't believe I'm even asking this lol


Also, paralysis of the legs doesn’t necessarily affect sexual function. But I don’t read comic books, so I don’t really know what his deal was.
40. Implanted July 5, 2024, by Dr. Andrew Kramer, Urology Associates of Cape Cod. AMS LGX, 21cm cylinders + 2cm RTEs. Idiopathic "hard flaccid" ED following bacterial infection. Tried pulse waves, Cialis, TRT, even spinal injections. Nada.

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Re: Depressed with results

Postby splitpeach » Wed Jul 30, 2025 9:39 pm

duke_cicero wrote:
splitpeach wrote:Fucks sake Charles Xavier wasn't getting up any peach in that chair and he could move shit with his mind. You could take up native american raindancing or the glockenspiel!


I realize this is hair-splitting but technically couldn't Professor X use telekinesis to force blood into his penis? I can't believe I'm even asking this lol


Well then surely he'd do the same for his legs then too. Otherwise who'd want to see a silhouette of a guy in a wheelchair with his hands on his temples quietly mind melding an erection up
Mid 30s. UK. ED since mid teens. Done the pills, injections, P Shot, Gainswave, ESWT shockwave.

Now preparing to take the plunge under care of Professor Ralph at UCLH. Planning on a Rigicon Infla10 AX with Pulse pump.

splitpeach
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Re: Depressed with results

Postby splitpeach » Wed Jul 30, 2025 9:41 pm

fucked0ne wrote:
duke_cicero wrote:
splitpeach wrote:Fucks sake Charles Xavier wasn't getting up any peach in that chair and he could move shit with his mind. You could take up native american raindancing or the glockenspiel!


I realize this is hair-splitting but technically couldn't Professor X use telekinesis to force blood into his penis? I can't believe I'm even asking this lol


Also, paralysis of the legs doesn’t necessarily affect sexual function. But I don’t read comic books, so I don’t really know what his deal was.


To think there's guys wheeling around with perfectly functioning erections. God just fucking with all of us.

But that's a question would you trade places either way?
Mid 30s. UK. ED since mid teens. Done the pills, injections, P Shot, Gainswave, ESWT shockwave.

Now preparing to take the plunge under care of Professor Ralph at UCLH. Planning on a Rigicon Infla10 AX with Pulse pump.

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Re: Depressed with results

Postby LastHope » Wed Jul 30, 2025 10:41 pm

splitpeach wrote:To the people struggling here it sounds like you're having a brutal time. Very difficult. ED is hard as it is but when the surgery fails its crushing.

However, with your partners, stay on top. No matter what. Talk to them about your issues but never ever become a weak sack of shit in front of them.

You're also more than just the body. You're a spirit here encased in a meat vehicle. You're meant to experience the world and your life. No matter what happens on the outside there is a whole other dimension to explore inside.

There were times in my life were i was having an ungodly amount of sex with truly the most desirable women. I look back now in my current drought of clunge and wonder how on earth i did it. And despite that it became dissatisfying to me. I enjoyed it and was satisfied but it became about as satisfying as having a mars bar a few times a day.

What affects you is the context of your life and not the content.

Fucks sake Charles Xavier wasn't getting up any peach in that chair and he could move shit with his mind. You could take up native american raindancing or the glockenspiel!

There are people around the world who's dicks work fine but they choose to not be a slave to their reproductive drive.

Your wives are attracted to your energy not your dick. Don't show them weak or ugly energy. Be vulnerable and open but not weak.

Your dick is essentially a reproductive organ. If its dead to you then use that situation. Its one less distraction in escaping the limitations of the physical body.


Thank you for sharing this. To me, it’s a refreshing perspective that I used to admire in my 20s and mid 30s before my immersion into evolutionary thinking through the Darwinian lense.
40, 1/25 Genesis 22-13

fucked0ne
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Re: Depressed with results

Postby fucked0ne » Wed Jul 30, 2025 11:47 pm

LastHope wrote:
splitpeach wrote:To the people struggling here it sounds like you're having a brutal time. Very difficult. ED is hard as it is but when the surgery fails its crushing.

However, with your partners, stay on top. No matter what. Talk to them about your issues but never ever become a weak sack of shit in front of them.

You're also more than just the body. You're a spirit here encased in a meat vehicle. You're meant to experience the world and your life. No matter what happens on the outside there is a whole other dimension to explore inside.

There were times in my life were i was having an ungodly amount of sex with truly the most desirable women. I look back now in my current drought of clunge and wonder how on earth i did it. And despite that it became dissatisfying to me. I enjoyed it and was satisfied but it became about as satisfying as having a mars bar a few times a day.

What affects you is the context of your life and not the content.

Fucks sake Charles Xavier wasn't getting up any peach in that chair and he could move shit with his mind. You could take up native american raindancing or the glockenspiel!

There are people around the world who's dicks work fine but they choose to not be a slave to their reproductive drive.

Your wives are attracted to your energy not your dick. Don't show them weak or ugly energy. Be vulnerable and open but not weak.

Your dick is essentially a reproductive organ. If its dead to you then use that situation. Its one less distraction in escaping the limitations of the physical body.


Thank you for sharing this. To me, it’s a refreshing perspective that I used to admire in my 20s and mid 30s before my immersion into evolutionary thinking through the Darwinian lense.


Evolutionary psychology is an outstandingly helpful prism through which to view the world. My introduction to it was Robert Wright’s The Moral Animal, which is now considered a modern classic.

However, there is a part of me that still sympathizes with those philosophies which encourage escape from materiality, its incessant demands and cruel injustices. I still tend to think that life pretty much sucks, and that’s compacted, though not exclusively, by my understanding of natural selection, which the biologist George Williams was bold enough to describe as “an evil process.”
40. Implanted July 5, 2024, by Dr. Andrew Kramer, Urology Associates of Cape Cod. AMS LGX, 21cm cylinders + 2cm RTEs. Idiopathic "hard flaccid" ED following bacterial infection. Tried pulse waves, Cialis, TRT, even spinal injections. Nada.

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Re: Depressed with results

Postby LastHope » Thu Jul 31, 2025 3:13 am

fucked0ne wrote:
LastHope wrote:
splitpeach wrote:To the people struggling here it sounds like you're having a brutal time. Very difficult. ED is hard as it is but when the surgery fails its crushing.

However, with your partners, stay on top. No matter what. Talk to them about your issues but never ever become a weak sack of shit in front of them.

You're also more than just the body. You're a spirit here encased in a meat vehicle. You're meant to experience the world and your life. No matter what happens on the outside there is a whole other dimension to explore inside.

There were times in my life were i was having an ungodly amount of sex with truly the most desirable women. I look back now in my current drought of clunge and wonder how on earth i did it. And despite that it became dissatisfying to me. I enjoyed it and was satisfied but it became about as satisfying as having a mars bar a few times a day.

What affects you is the context of your life and not the content.

Fucks sake Charles Xavier wasn't getting up any peach in that chair and he could move shit with his mind. You could take up native american raindancing or the glockenspiel!

There are people around the world who's dicks work fine but they choose to not be a slave to their reproductive drive.

Your wives are attracted to your energy not your dick. Don't show them weak or ugly energy. Be vulnerable and open but not weak.

Your dick is essentially a reproductive organ. If its dead to you then use that situation. Its one less distraction in escaping the limitations of the physical body.


Thank you for sharing this. To me, it’s a refreshing perspective that I used to admire in my 20s and mid 30s before my immersion into evolutionary thinking through the Darwinian lense.


Evolutionary psychology is an outstandingly helpful prism through which to view the world. My introduction to it was Robert Wright’s The Moral Animal, which is now considered a modern classic.

However, there is a part of me that still sympathizes with those philosophies which encourage escape from materiality, its incessant demands and cruel injustices. I still tend to think that life pretty much sucks, and that’s compacted, though not exclusively, by my understanding of natural selection, which the biologist George Williams was bold enough to describe as “an evil process.”


I love Evo Psych. There's an ongoing podcast on EP called beat your genes. https://beatyourgenes.org/

I've only read Selfish Genes by Richard Dawkins. I've heard great things about The Moral Animal. Natural Selection is brutal, no doubt! The human mind is so ingenious to come up with evolved coping mechanisms.
40, 1/25 Genesis 22-13

splitpeach
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Re: Depressed with results

Postby splitpeach » Thu Jul 31, 2025 7:05 am

Its not an intellectual pursuit. You're trapped in physicality. You're essentially a non physical entity. It doesn't have to be theorised. You can experience this directly yourself.

Ask yourself why perfectly healthy men are sitting in caves in isolation for years and decades. You try doing that for a week. No chance. Something is going on with them...

In short; meditate. Your bodily interests will just become totally uninteresting and meaningless.

The hard part is maintaining that elevated consciousness in this circus.... which is why Im back here! Haha
Mid 30s. UK. ED since mid teens. Done the pills, injections, P Shot, Gainswave, ESWT shockwave.

Now preparing to take the plunge under care of Professor Ralph at UCLH. Planning on a Rigicon Infla10 AX with Pulse pump.


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