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[AntonS]

Day 12 after implantation:

On Friday, the stitches were removed, and the doctor (my surgeon's assistant, as my surgeon was currently away) activated the implant. I was shocked! Specifically, I was shocked by how awful my penis looked. There was a large dent at the base on the left side, and it had become shorter.

When I got home that evening, I decided to try pumping it. At first, I didn't pump it fully, and it looked the same. But I didn't stop and kept pumping. To my surprise, the dent began to smooth out and eventually smoothed out completely, which I was incredibly happy about. I was also happy to see that there was still some size loss, but not as severe as I expected. Keep in mind that I had already lost some length after those damned vein surgeries, which forced me to resort to such drastic measures. I've also lost about 1 cm over the last year and a half due to the development of cavernous fibrosis, which I didn't expect, as I was still getting morning erections while taking 10 mg of tadalafil daily. But maintaining an erection was completely impossible. I've been actively using a pump for a whole year! Maybe this could have caused the cavernous fibrosis, but I don't know for sure.

So, I completely inflated my implant, and my joy knew no bounds! I stood up, looked in the mirror, and couldn't believe my eyes! My penis was as hard as it had ever been in my life! Or maybe it was back when I was 17 or 18, when I was bursting with erections and never thought something like this could happen to me at a young age. But the main thing is, it didn't go down! My main problem was that at first, it was difficult, and after the charlatan surgeries, it was practically impossible, to maintain an erection. The angle of the erection is slightly upward, just like before, but there's a reason for that now, which I'll explain below. I think the angle will become less acute over time. The hardness of the Titan is amazing! I don't know what girl could handle such a hard penis! It's simply unnatural. I tried masturbating lying down, but the head never filled up. Then I started gently masturbating standing up and imagining something pleasant. The head of the penis has become very full and thick, almost as thick as before, which also made me very happy, but as soon as I remove my hand, blood immediately flows out of the head. It feels like the Titan is so hard and rigid that it squeezes all the blood out of the penis. Many of you here know that I hesitated for a long time between the Titan and the CX. Now I understand that the CX's hardness will be quite sufficient. I was also unsure about the loss of girth with the CX. Professor Gamidov assured me that the cylinders of any implant model don't swell 100% inside the tunica. Today I pumped the implant again and confirmed this. When I pumped the implant in the doctor's office, the cylinders were much wider. Girth will ultimately be affected by your residual erection.

By the way, I still have my own erection in the morning, even without taking tadalafil, which was a pleasant surprise. But for now, it's painful!

On the very first day, I kept the implant inflated for an hour, and I can say that the pain I experienced is nothing compared to what I've already endured. It's tolerable. As for sensitivity, my penis is completely numb, both top and bottom, as is the incision area. I had a complex surgery with painstaking and very dangerous work with scar tissue on the dorsal side. And I'm very worried about whether even partial sensitivity will return. I think it will take a long time, possibly several months.

Yesterday, I inflated the implant again, and, as they say, it didn't last long. The dent at the left base became even more pronounced. Afterwards, I began palpating the area where the surgeon removed adhesions and scar tissue near the ligament to free my penis, as it felt like it was tied to my pubic area with wire after the negligent surgeries of charlatans who must be eradicated in the future. I just want to wipe them off the face of the earth! So, on the left side of my penis, at the base, I felt a hard lump that starts on the side and extends right into the pubic area. It's preventing all the tissue inside from fully expanding. I got scared and wrote to my surgeon, to which he replied that it was tissue swelling that formed after he created a channel through the penoscrotal approach to access the ligament and dissect the scar tissue and adhesions at the level of the Buck's fascia. And it really does look like a channel.

I hope it goes away. But for now, I'm worried about creating another adhesion. Professor Gamidov strongly advises me, despite the pain, to vigorously cycle the implant twice a day for an hour at a time. For now, I'm only able to do it once, as after cycling, both my penis and scrotum ache intensely, as if someone had placed a 16-kilogram weight in them when I wash it off. Lying down makes it much easier.

I also wanted to ask you guys if you've ever had a problem where the sides of my balls, where they touch my legs, feel like they've been rubbed raw, but there's actually nothing there. I applied some panthenol, but it didn't help. Then I sprinkled some baby powder on them, and that helped a bit. I need some thick underwear that would separate my balls from my legs. Right now, I'm wearing regular boxers, and it looks like my legs are bowed.

I pumped the implant again today, and it looks a little better. The swelling from the surgical canal (I really want to believe it's just swelling), the swelling of the scrotum, and the swelling of the penis itself are still there. My penis is completely numb, and the head only gets engorged when I stand up. In fact, I feel like the Titan is squeezing all the blood out of my penis. I really hope this is temporary.

I'll continue pumping daily through the pain and hope for a full recovery. There's no turning back. And it's better than sitting in the hell of ED and a ruined life, fearing, waiting for a miracle that will never happen, and not deciding to get the implant. The first day I inflated it, I felt my head being freed from the unbearable thoughts that had been destroying me for the past three and a half years. I immediately needed everything! I've already bought a running watch and new Adidas racing shoes, the latest model. I'm praying to God that everything will be restored this time and that I'll have the opportunity to try this thing and my new running shoes soon. Honestly, even given my current situation, it's like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders!

I'll keep you updated and write an update a little later.

[sambalamba]

After debating CX vs Titan for such a long time you finally did it man. I'm proud of you finally pulling the trigger. I do like your approach of doing the detailed research, setting up your own correct expectations. All the best on road to recovery and getting control back of your life. I hope things will only get better from here.

[Headair123]

The ligation and subsequent complications destroyed my penis and turned my entire life into a nightmare. If it weren't for the ligation, I could have stayed on the pill for several more years.

I see. Thanks for sharing your story.
I read that you were unsure deciding between CX and titan, what you think were pro and cons of each one and what helped your decision?

After my research, I could write an entire encyclopedia about choosing between CX and Titan. There are a huge number of pros and cons, on both sides. I didn't want to lose my girth if I chose CX, but while I was considering it, I ended up losing length. Could anyone else please tell me if they've lost length after Titan implants? Will I regain at least some of it after a few months of active cycling?

I am in the middle of my third week post surgery.
I used to use the VED religiously. As a result, my erections are already longer than my normal ones pre surgery.

So, I really, really swear by my VED use.

Oh, and I got a Titan.