Thanks guys! Agree Mike to take “cowgirl slow”. I was mentally strong last night and decided to wait another week for intercourse as the dr advised.
Thankfully I have a empathetic wife who is happy to make love to me, even with out penetration. Again, her pleasure is my pleasure and a loving handjob can be very satisfying. Shot a huge satisfying load across my lower abdomen
first time I’ve cum with it more rigidly inflated. Settling back into our every 3 or 4 day routine. And Waynetho, my dr upsized me due to the peyronies, so my cylinders kink/bunch up a bit where they exit my pubes. It doesn’t bother me. I am SO relieved that my dr was able to do such a great job given the peyronies state of my pitiful dick pre-op. I’m finding that I don’t care at all about “how it looks”, feeling the tubing, etc. it’s still very much feels like my dick and my only concern is that it works! I see it like my body, at 54 I take the best care of myself I can - but I don’t expect to look like a young man. After all my cock has been through - I don’t expect it to look perfect. I live in a 100 year old historic wood frame pier and beam home (floors, etc have moved and settled over time). When we bought it my wife said that as a child her favorite nursery rhyme was “there was a crooked man who liked in a crooked house” - now she has both! Life imitating art! Ah, the irony of it all. I’m learning to embrace my imperfections and let them be. Surrender. Here’s a pic of my cock flaccid 33 days post-op. It sticks out, looks a little like a potato, and the head crooks right due to the left cylinder not extending up onto the glands (blocked by peyronies fibrotic tissue dr couldn’t remove). At full inflation I can fell a little pressure/pain where that tip ends, but I don’t really feel it when it’s being stroked or caressed. Does not impact orgasm, actually the slight pressure of the tip stimulates in a good way a bit. Getting back to my weekly deep tissue/sports massages (non-sexual) today, have not been in 5 weeks- it sticks up. I’m going to have to tell my massage therapist or else when I turn over - he’s going to think I have a hard on. The joys of being a shower now