Titan Journal #9

[Bearskin777]

Feeling better after some OK sleep last night, and talked to the doc's insurance momma-bear who will submit an appeal with new test results, get a new reviewer, and get my hub's procedure pushed through. Might have to wait until January if they won't cover both of us in one year.

I came home very sore and swollen yesterday, so ice and heat, ice and heat, sleep. I'm on a sleep cycle where I'm wide awake from 3:00-5:00AM. That's not uncommon for me though. So during that time I take pics, record some journal stuff, and read Nifty.org stories until I pass out again.

Meanwhile, I did my first 2 solo cycles!!! Not much to write home about size-wise yet, but it'll get there. There's a noticeable bend to the left at the glans, and I know that'll work itself out too. It gets hard! I'm happy with that. Can't keep it that way for long (story of my recent life!) because it's not comfortable yet, and I'm not stressing about dimensions at this point. Could take me a year to hit the mark. Kinda like puberty all over again except this time I know a little more about what's going on. Even have to wait for my pubes to grow in! After each cycle, I swell up again around the pump, so I have to let that go down a bit before I try again. No need to irritate it any more than I already have. And I've been getting these strange little electrical pulses in the shaft just behind the head on the right side, which I translate as nerves pulling themselves back together. The right side needs some TLC in general. It doesn't deflate as easily as the left, it pusjes a little farther ahead than the left, and those little tremors.

The head of my dick looks like a drunken sailor because my snake eyes are so googly, but the cylinders line up fine. I'm happy with my new flaccid size and I know I haven't even seen it all yet because there's still an inch or two buried in the edema behind it. Getting used to it not being soft is going to take a minute. Those hoses are krinkly and noisy, shaking out piss is different, and having it poke straight up when I lie down is weird. The shit we put up with for progress...

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