One Year

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I am just passed one year and I wanted to report my progress.

I had a hard time for the first 8 months. I lost feeling and was unable to cum. It was scary frustrating.

Because I was unable to cum and because my girlfriend found the implant too artificial, our sex was poor. She commented “you have to pump it up. How do I know that you are excited? How do I know you are not just going through the motions.” She also one time commented after refusing to give me a blowjob, “you can’t even cum.”

Luckily, I came to my senses and moved on. I am now involved with what I consider to be the girl of my dreams. When I told her that I had an implant before our first time sex, she had some questions but had no problems. She had never heard of an implant so it was all new to her. The next day, she was beaming and she kept repeating what a great lover I was and that it felt so natural.

I am still a bit numb on the underside below the head which is infuriating. My surgeon is sympathetic and wants to help. I am able to cum with a good blowjob. It’s not all that reliable, but I’m hoping that I continue to improve.

All-in-all, I am madly in love with the girl of my dreams, she loves our sex and none of this would be possible if I hadn’t gotten an implant. It has changed my life, even if it took a year out of it to get to this point.