Once I got home I tried to pop a pill and even excused myself to get myself an injection. I was hoping it would be one of those days when my penis would work. Sadly nothing happened other than a weak erection. I had to make an excuse saying I am having a horrible headache and that I was tired.
I think I have honestly made up my mind to never face this situation ever again in my life. I have been consulting with a urologist in Turkey (Prof Dr. Karaman) and I think I will finally go ahead with the surgery. This situation feels awful. I have had plenty of these where I have had to refuse sex or turn down meeting women because of this ED issue for the best part of the last 7-8 years.
I am only 37 but I only have one life to live and I want to live it with a peace of mind.
I don’t really have a question or anything. I just want to post this thread as a symbol of me having fully convinced myself that an implant is what I want.
Hopefully I’ll have been implanted by this time next month.
Wish me luck
