Got my Date!

[Endoftheline]

i finally made it happen, had a consultation with Eid a few weeks ago and now officially booked for June 24! feeling a mix of terror, horror and excitement.

Terror and horror about the potential for complications, being saddled in debt if i need a revision too soon, losing some size or even getting a rectangular dick.

Excitement about closing a book in my life. Finally be able to put ALL the anxieties, self doubt and hatred behind me. ED will no longer be the daily companion it is in my mind. i will be able to think about EVERYTHING else and never worry again (... until it breaks). i wont feel like a fraud on dates or going out. ill be able to confide fully and openly with my partners about whatever is on my mind. my main issues in a relationship will be RELATIONSHIP issues, not a deep rooted secret ive had for as long as i remember, that people my age wouldnt be able to relate to; or even want to deal with!

i can see its a long and difficult trek to make. but whats on the other side will be worth it.

to prep i already got a VED, but interestingly enough even from the first usage i was able to hit 18 cm! (usually i am 16 cm) if i manage to hit 15.5 cm for a solid 6 incher i couldn't ask for more. ill be measuring girth soon to properly document everything, although my penis already quite "wide" (my glans engorge alright but my urethral shaft stays soft to a certain degree..

This forum has been an absolute goldmine of information. and i would not have proceeded with my decisions without hearing all your testimonials. thank you for giving me bravery to surgically implant some plastic in my dick so that i can find love confidently!

[Satch13]

Awesome post that summed up my feelings also.

Wishing you good luck and fast healing.

I am going under 5/19 and cannot wait to heal and be functional again.

[NorCol]

There with you and wishing you the very best.

On May 31st, I have my implant scheduled with Dr Clavell in Houston. I am so ready as well as everything else has failed.

Again, the very best!

[newbiehere23]

i finally made it happen, had a consultation with Eid a few weeks ago and now officially booked for June 24! feeling a mix of terror, horror and excitement.

Terror and horror about the potential for complications, being saddled in debt if i need a revision too soon, losing some size or even getting a rectangular dick.

Excitement about closing a book in my life. Finally be able to put ALL the anxieties, self doubt and hatred behind me. ED will no longer be the daily companion it is in my mind. i will be able to think about EVERYTHING else and never worry again (... until it breaks). i wont feel like a fraud on dates or going out. ill be able to confide fully and openly with my partners about whatever is on my mind. my main issues in a relationship will be RELATIONSHIP issues, not a deep rooted secret ive had for as long as i remember, that people my age wouldnt be able to relate to; or even want to deal with!

i can see its a long and difficult trek to make. but whats on the other side will be worth it.

to prep i already got a VED, but interestingly enough even from the first usage i was able to hit 18 cm! (usually i am 16 cm) if i manage to hit 15.5 cm for a solid 6 incher i couldn't ask for more. ill be measuring girth soon to properly document everything, although my penis already quite "wide" (my glans engorge alright but my urethral shaft stays soft to a certain degree..

This forum has been an absolute goldmine of information. and i would not have proceeded with my decisions without hearing all your testimonials. thank you for giving me bravery to surgically implant some plastic in my dick so that i can find love confidently!

Great man. Keep us posted. I know you have hard flaccid so it will be helpful for a lot of us who have it

[westerntown]

this forum is a gem, but now you are the gem. A lot of us guys are so in the mud when it comes to approaching our issues. I paid for a consult with eid and it went smoothly- said he'd do the operation once he checks me out. Problem is, im fucking scared like any man should be. As a guy with hard flaccid and wobbly erections, hourglassing, but yet a young goodlooking guy. I am super scared. i face the tunnel of living with impotence forever, forgetting about my sexual past and making peace, or i face the tunnel of an implant, regaining my manhood or potentially making the worst decision of my life. Why is any of this important?

Because i feel like every man has his breaking point. Every man reaches the point where they say to themself "i am tired of this shit" and you my friend have hit your point and its beautful to see. this forum exists for guys like you to share your stories with guys like me. And the funny thing is, I think your implant is gonna turn out just fine. You will be having the sweetest sexual deviancy period in probably your entire life. I am happy for you

[SquadCaptain74]

Good luck!

This site is rich with information. Hopeful you heed all the advice and follow orders TO THE LETTER!