New journey journal. 36-48 hour priapism damage, different story than normal.

[confused95]

Very good mate! You’ll be super happy about it I’m sure

[JP1977]

Day 3….actually it’s day 4 in the am but I’ll post about that later.
Day three I pulled the catheter, thank god…..I hate that thing. I was scared pulling it myself but honestly no real pain, just felt weird. Pretty sure I made the same face Neo makes in the matrix when they pull out the Matrix connection the first few times in the Matrix movies.
Took my baths, they felt great. I can feel the pump, it’s way hard and way low like in my taint almost. It hinders my sitting right now. I can not locate the deflate button so I didn’t dare try to pump. Plus I still have some pain down there. I texted Dr Eid all this and he got right back to me. Told me it might be a few days before I can cycle with swelling but keep it up. Yes the pump will eventually move so sitting won’t be an issue but he placed my pump where he did because he knows I frequent a lot of swing resorts where you are naked all the time. No way you are seeing it at this point.
Being that I just unwrapped it for the first time I was blown away by the lack of bruising and the very little swelling going on. Especially after the initial doctor who drained me literally made my cock swell twice it’s size and turn black just trying to DRAIN a priapism which should be a very easy thing to do if you have patience.
Size uninflated but hardish due to swelling is about what I had after the pripism when “flaccid” so that’s cool. He told my wife after the operation that he sized me exactly what he said and it looked great. He is very happy with his work and I’m gonna love it. I have little doubt of that now. Just got to get past this pump issue and get into cycling now. All in the time. Pain is manageable but I still need my ibuprofen. Site of my reservoir still a little tender as is around the pump.

Someone said it in another thread but Dr.Eid may just be a magician. Day 3 in the books, so far so good….

[JP1977]

Day 4 Christmas. Didn’t do much. Got my baths in. The pump was so hard and I couldn’t find the deflate button so I didn’t even try it.

Day 5- twice inflated. First time in the morning, I found the button but it’s not easy to get to and still some junk in the way. I managed to squeeze the pump enough that it finally gave and started pumping. I did more over the next 30 minutes….got to about 75% I think. Found the button by laying in a weird position and finally squeezing hard enough for it to go pop and it went down.
Second inflation…..took me about 20 minutes to get it to where it wouldn’t pump anymore. It was achy and maybe even itchy….I moved it around, did a little of the “meet the penis” excercizes and was able to get a little more in…..I left it that way for about 25 minutes, in a decent amount of discomfort but not really pain pain. Then started searching for the deflate button…
I have the titan one touch. First time I deflated it, it was one touch. This time the button seemed to be less pronounced finally got it to let go a little but it stopped deflating, I had to fight with it over and over only getting a little deflation at a time……finally I was able to get it totally down and left it because I was frustrated.

Anyone else have this problem with the damn button on a titan one touch?

This thing is difficult to deal with. I am going to have to get much better with it before I feel confident. Also I got it to where I couldn’t pump anymore, the pump got super hard….I wasn’t thrilled with the length and feel like I had more before. I hope this comes back…..any words of wisdom from my titan bros?

I am starting to feel that common “fuck, did I do the right thing or why did I do this?” That I’ve read so much about. I try to remind myself that I’ve seen people frustrated with it or feeling like they lost length early on, but it wasn’t me….
Thanks

[JP1977]

Day 6. Beyond frustrated. I have to hold the barely perceptible button to squeeze out the fluid. It wasn’t like this the first time. It hurts so badly to do this….

[Jack1104]

Hang in there. The pump, button, cylinders, everything gets easier and softer over time.

I thought I had the one touch release but I also can deflate a little bit at a time- which I think is a good thing since if I’m too hard and having some aching I can release some slightly and still have sex.

You’ll be surprised at how good you get at slight of hand, reaching down to your ball sack and pumping a little bit without anyone noticing…

[JP1977]

Thanks Jack, you and Merrix are my examples I’m trying to achieve.

Day 7: heading in to see Dr Eid. I think my deflate valve is stuck. I swear I’ve read that on here before where you have to pop it somehow but I don’t know how. I’m autoinflating and squeezing it to go back down at this point. Dr Eid is in surgery today but gave me two time frames in between surgeries that if I show up at the hospital, he will see me quickly. He is always there for me and for that I’m thankful. I still have my appointment next week to get my stitches out, a normal doctor would tell me to just wait.

[JP1977]

Day 8 and 9-
After Dr Eid told me to let things calm down I got really aggressive with head and cold….ice for 20, heat for 20 plus 2 baths a day. Swelling improved a lot. In the bath yesterday in the evening, I felt the button but it still feels depressed…..I decided to pump to full and see if it held. It did and so I left it for 25 minutes…..it was painful, but more like achy not unbearable. I was better able to find the deflate…so I did and got it all the way down.

Now I feel like I get a slight autoinflation to make me a little hard. As soon as I squeeze my cock it goes back down, but comes back over time. I’m not sure what’s going on. I’ve tried giving it one last pump after training to “reset” the button but it doesn’t make a difference. A little achy today but probably because I pushed it yesterday with cycling. I’m going to do it again today.

I thought I read about some kind of titan one touch “reset” to reset the button because I swear it functioned differently the first time….like deflated way faster. Maybe it’s just in my mind but I think it’s sticking.

[JP1977]

How much length are you other titan guys regaining with cycling? I know it’s early on and I went with one of the most aggressive guys….but I need to get some more back.

[JP1977]

Exactly two weeks as of today. I’ve gotten better with cycling and can do it twice a day. I even did it once out of the bath but it’s hard to find the deflate button IN the bath so out is even harder. I hope that gets easier and maybe I still just have a bunch of swelling down there.
My shaft is hurting, good ache and I still feel like I’m getting some auto inflation…..especially when I’m trying to sleep. It causes more aching which wakes me up. I did research the “early on autoinflation” with titans….sounds like a lot of people have this issue and eventually it calms down or stops.
Cycling….I can pump until it doesn’t want to pump anymore. Then it takes some time to get to full using the Dr Perito “The exercise” from his meet the penis series…..and over the course of about 20 minutes I can get a bunch more pumps in by doing the exercise, get a pump and a half….wait, repeat, wait, repeat until it simply won’t pump anymore. So that actually does work, if you are reading this and wanting to max length and girth, do that exercise! I can tell you that what I can get without the exercise vs what I can get with the exercise is noticeable. Of course when it’s pumped that hard, it does ache but I assume that will get better over time and eventually I will actually max out.

The aching is really annoying and I do need to go back to work. I need to be able to control the pain with only over the counter pain meds before I can really go back to work. I’m going to try to go do a simulated work event on Saturday which I still need to be off any narcotic pain meds….but it’s simulated so it doesn’t really count. We will see how that goes.

[JP1977]

Week 3 today.

Pain continues to go away to the point that it’s just annoying sometimes.
I managed to masturbate 3 times in 3 days which is awesome and it’s only getting better. I can manage any annoying pain by alternating ibuprofen and acetaminophen.
I totally understand the thing about pumping it up to like 80 percent or so to play……I can go completely full but it starts to ache badly within a few minutes and is barely tolerable. I think I’m back to my original length or very close to it. I’m hoping with my cycling and doing “the exercise” that I’ll put on some more length and be able to stand being 100% pumped for a much longer period of time going forward.
For all the fear going in and the worries of what did I do to myself directly after, I’m really seeing the light at the end of the tunnel and can see that this might be really fucking epic once we get back out in the lifestyle (swing scene).

We are going to try sex this week and see how it goes! (Dr Eid told me it was ok)

Oh my incision is healed now too……pound that protein! I drink two protein drinks a day and eat a high protein diet right now. I have seen the healing benefits of having protein vs not having protein when my wife had a giant hole in her that I had to take care of a long time ago. I attribute this to why I’m doing as well as I am at 3 weeks.
Fingers still crossed that I don’t pop an infection. I know 4 weeks is a pivotal point.