Happy, scared, little panicked

[RoninRiff]

Hi cbinspok - Glad to hear that you were able to get your reservoir issue fixed. I'm noticing it looks like you have a "T"-shaped surgical scar. Was there already one scar there from some previous work or did your doctor actually make a "T"-shaped incision for this last procedure?

[cbinspok]

Hi Ron
No its a all new "T" cut it was spoz to be a small straight cut but because the Reservoir was replace there became a issue with tubing / connectors and a larger hole had to be made, mussel moved and it was all stuffed in back. Dr said it was important to have a excellent connection made so -bigger hole.

[RoninRiff]

Oh, I see. Who is your surgeon, if you don't mind me asking?

[cbinspok]

Hey, Ron. I'm going to keep that name close to the chest for a one year review. So far from my case guys might decide he's a hack and i don't want that. 1, in our town he is the only one that does this op. 2, he does a few every week 3, he has told me that he has never had a reservoir outcome like mine and was truly sorry -thous far I have not received any bills for the 2nd surgery. 4, I can say he is a caring and great guy and was recommended by 2 guys on this forum. 5, waiting to see if he is correct in saying I will have the time to get my length back. Its great that many of our members are near big cities where hi volume Doc's are but its not that way for everyone. My Dr despite my outcome has many happy customers so given that, i'm hedging my final opinion.

[SteveSW]

Hey, Ron. I'm going to keep that name close to the chest for a one year review. So far from my case guys might decide he's a hack and i don't want that.

cbinspok, I find your attitude about the surgeon very admirable. I hope all of your challenges are behind you. Steve

[cbinspok]

Thanks Steve
I needed that thank you , one thing my dick is perfect the tubes are good and very happy w the AMS and as
I remember gets rock hard the truth is
I’m depressed and pissed and want to get on with it it’s been 2 months since
I tested the plumbing and just want out of jail. My attitude is not the Dr fault. Tx cb

[cbinspok]

Quick update and review so I can get my thoughts in order and vent a bit.
Tomorrow 6/18 I have an Dr opt. It was supposed to be a happy one when he releases me to the wild. I fear not: Here is whats going down, 4 weeks ago I had the revision surgery to move reservoir and pump-Check,
All good for 2 weeks, Abdomen still sore from incision and balls still swollen. Dr says lets wait 2 more weeks then we can turn the page. Fine.
Almost 2 weeks ago a city worker shows up to my house to replace aging water meter in basement. O-fine, went with him and we moved an old desk in the way, no masks on. - worker does his thing and lives.
Next day I am notified . That worker down with Covid! ( fine ..I’m vaccinated because I have 2 working brain cells)
5 days later I take a hot bath and massage the scrotal skin that has latched on to my pump (this was also an issue in the pump’s last location) My flesh is wrapped nearly fully around the pump, It’s Like a slice of cheese melted over that little toy pump we get in our kits. But I don’t get rough… just trying to keep it from getting worse.
That nite I wake up with horrible sweats. I moved to the couch and tried to cool off, I get a bit of sleep and again wake up with horrible chills, I can not get warm! -my wife (40+ years and not on board w implant at this stage) gets me to bed. Next 3 days are rough. Day 4 we buy a covid test turns out Neg. Fine.
Next Day my balls start to leak, at incision maybe? unclear seems like osmosis monitor and care for it, next two days, still leaking but more. I text Dr and with in 2hours I have antibiotics in hand.
This is my 2nd ground with infected nuts, I am a fastidiously clean guy. I have done everything right and have done every request made by Dr. I am a good patient. At this point I believe a hole the size of a pencil has opened up down their and thick clear “stuff” is coming out.
I given my springtime, now my summer is being eaten away as I convulses. My friends are like …I must have the worst hernia ever because I can’t play, My wife is pissed… why? did I do this thing(O the irony…she’s the one that busted my 7 inches in HALF 20 years ago) I have not had a good work out sense March. I can’t ride my bike nor go to the Gym.
Im at 90 days all you gents that were Implanted circa the same time Have been released and are enjoying their new tools! I am not allowed to pump 5 weeks now. I am shrinking. My Lgx was/ is excellent. 4” waiting…

I know what is next, I am one spit away from being forced into a F-Ing Damn mother F-ing mallebale implant Because my fucking balls won’t behave. This is hard for me because i’m a crazy optimistic guy who sees all hope slipping away. Trying to stay afloat here.

[oldbeek]

What Fdd up journey. So sad. Cant help, but just say sorry. I had times with cancer it looked hopeless but finally all worked out. Hang in there.

[ViaSwiss]

Hey cb, sorry to hear of the bad luck. I hope that in due time, you can look back at this and say it was all still worth it. Hang in there man.

[cbinspok]

HOT BATH- BAD
I have read numerous citations on the form regarding "hot baths" well they are not always good I may end up with a Malleable dick because I took advice from a few folks on here that think Hot bathes are good, Well it turns not always. My Dr is convinced my latest infection started with a hot bath, He is probably correct. ASK YOUR URO BEFORE JUMPING INTO THE TUB.
He is optimistic as my infection discharge is clear and He has put me on 3 more weeks antibiotics in hopes we can clear this mess up says the drip point will close. If things go badly and infection does not clear I have to have a "temporary " malleable put it in for 6 months- Then we start all over! By then I'll have a 3 inch dick. Please send good energy. I don't want one nor two more operations!! Please God let this infection pass.
FUCK !