My story, Implanted 18 July 2019, New 5 week update, images page 7 and 11

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softtohard
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My story, Implanted 18 July 2019, New 5 week update, images page 7 and 11

Postby softtohard » Sat Jun 15, 2019 6:43 am

Hi guys.

My story.
I have suffered from PE from young age about 22 (I´m 36 now). And have had a constant decrease in erection functionality since my early twenties. I had enough when I was 27 and visited a doctor that prescribed Viagra instantly. They worked really well for me. I never asked my self what the underlying problem was until a few years later.

I tried to get the doctors to investigate the problem from ground up but I faced doctors that almost tried to undermine the problem I had. Finally I got thru with a Doppler test that confirmed venous leakage. (I never got hard from the substance
injected so the conclusion must have been VL but I can maintain erection with Viagra, but it is still a challenge)

I became very depressed 2015-2016 almost thinking of what’s the point of me being in this world.
During these years I experienced a decrease in the effectiveness of my pills. Viagra, Cialis, Levitra etc…
During this time I tried anything….acupuncture, pills, psychologist, training, raw food, juicing, creams, horny goat weed. Jesus I got messed up with the natural pills. Horny Goat weed got me clumsy and slow and I felt like I was drunk all the time.
My co-worker asked me if I was on drugs haha!!

I felt that I was done, nowhere to go. But in this deep depression I found Frank Talk that
Show me the benefits of Implants. I remembered the first time I heard a doctor (on YouTube) talking about implants.
I reacted by physically just slapping down my computer screen on my laptop.
I felt like not living or having an implant was about the same. I was not even prepared to listen to the doctor about
The technology.

This forum has saved me from doing harm to my self and informed me about the benefits of Implants.

I have a super understanding GF. She is my rock and she is so supportive. She will travel with me to NY to
support me thru the process. We are really struggling with our sex life right now.
Mostly because my lack of confidence and the constant disappointment year in and year out has left me almost not trying anymore. I am drained with disappointment and can´t take it anymore so Implant is my one and only solution now.

I´m scheduled with Dr Eid 2019, 18 July. And I´m scared as fuck! :)

There are so many questions going thru my head.

Will I ever have a proper orgasm?
My dick is a bit thinner at the base and thicker at the top. Will my top have to adjust to the thinner base?
My corpus spongiosum that runs thru the underside of my penis is barely working at all even with pills. My gland and underside of my penis is there for very soft during arousal with pills. Will my penis now be flat with implants?
Is there any chance that my new confidence in the bedroom help my arousal and they is for make my gland a bit swollen?
What if I get an infection?
And the biggest one….WTF I´m I doing?!?!?! I have to cash everything from my pocket thus I am from Sweden :)
And no insurance etc will cover this for me.

So many questions…not expecting answers.

I will post my journey here and let you know about my progress and what’s going thru my mind.
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ED since 22 years old now 36 years old. 18/July/2019, Coloplast 22 cm Dr Eid New York.
From Sweden, Stockholm, Girlfriend

David_R
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Re: Implant scheduled 2019, July 18 with Dr Eid, NY - WTF am I doing?!?

Postby David_R » Sat Jun 15, 2019 7:42 am

You are in our thoughts and prayers, brother, for a smooth journey to implanted heaven.
Age 70. Prostatectomy in 2000. My urologist (for over 20 yrs) has been Dr. Marc Siegelbaum of Chesapeake Urology in Baltimore, and Chief of Uro. at Univ. of Md. St. Joseph Medical Center. I have LGX, and have regained my original length. (Not an ad, btw)

strongagain
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Re: Implant scheduled 2019, July 18 with Dr Eid, NY - WTF am I doing?!?

Postby strongagain » Sat Jun 15, 2019 8:38 am

softtohard wrote:Will I ever have a proper orgasm?
My dick is a bit thinner at the base and thicker at the top. Will my top have to adjust to the thinner base?
My corpus spongiosum that runs thru the underside of my penis is barely working at all even with pills. My gland and underside of my penis is there for very soft during arousal with pills. Will my penis now be flat with implants?
Is there any chance that my new confidence in the bedroom help my arousal and they is for make my gland a bit swollen?
What if I get an infection?
And the biggest one….WTF I´m I doing?!?!?! I have to cash everything from my pocket thus I am from Sweden :)
And no insurance etc will cover this for me.

So many questions…not expecting answers.


You seem to have a fantastic flicka and have chosen one of the very best surgeons. Just relax EVERYTHING will be right in a short couple of months.

My orgasm are stronger with implant.
I'm sure your dick will become thicker at the base with implant.
With implant the penis isn't as round as before - so what? It's hard like a pole and you can screw her for hours.
I was always, right through my life, extremely randy and easily aroused. Now 24/7 'cause I can constantly feel my thicker flaccid dick.
Infection? Very rare. Don't think of it.
Your are doing the best thing in your life. Forget about the money, it'll be extremely well spent. You won't regret it.
67, ED since 2007 (colon cancer)
08 2015 Titan Zero Degree 22 cm + 3 cm RTE
Dr. Leiber, Freiburg, Germany
6.5" x 5.7" - Very happy with implant

Living in South Africa

softtohard
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Re: Implant scheduled 2019, July 18 with Dr Eid, NY - WTF am I doing?!?

Postby softtohard » Sat Jun 15, 2019 3:12 pm

David_R wrote:You are in our thoughts and prayers, brother, for a smooth journey to implanted heaven.


Thank you so much! :)
ED since 22 years old now 36 years old. 18/July/2019, Coloplast 22 cm Dr Eid New York.
From Sweden, Stockholm, Girlfriend

softtohard
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Re: Implant scheduled 2019, July 18 with Dr Eid, NY - WTF am I doing?!?

Postby softtohard » Sat Jun 15, 2019 3:16 pm

strongagain wrote:
softtohard wrote:Will I ever have a proper orgasm?
My dick is a bit thinner at the base and thicker at the top. Will my top have to adjust to the thinner base?
My corpus spongiosum that runs thru the underside of my penis is barely working at all even with pills. My gland and underside of my penis is there for very soft during arousal with pills. Will my penis now be flat with implants?
Is there any chance that my new confidence in the bedroom help my arousal and they is for make my gland a bit swollen?
What if I get an infection?
And the biggest one….WTF I´m I doing?!?!?! I have to cash everything from my pocket thus I am from Sweden :)
And no insurance etc will cover this for me.

So many questions…not expecting answers.


You seem to have a fantastic flicka and have chosen one of the very best surgeons. Just relax EVERYTHING will be right in a short couple of months.

My orgasm are stronger with implant.
I'm sure your dick will become thicker at the base with implant.
With implant the penis isn't as round as before - so what? It's hard like a pole and you can screw her for hours.
I was always, right through my life, extremely randy and easily aroused. Now 24/7 'cause I can constantly feel my thicker flaccid dick.
Infection? Very rare. Don't think of it.
Your are doing the best thing in your life. Forget about the money, it'll be extremely well spent. You won't regret it.


Thank you for your support :)
It´s is comforting to hear someone that has been thru the path I´m taking right now.
Lets pray for orgasms and long nights with a semi round dick :)
I´m looking forward to feel bigger when flaccid.
I think only that will boast my confidence a bit.

//Kalle
ED since 22 years old now 36 years old. 18/July/2019, Coloplast 22 cm Dr Eid New York.
From Sweden, Stockholm, Girlfriend

SW0110
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Re: Implant scheduled 2019, July 18 with Dr Eid, NY - WTF am I doing?!?

Postby SW0110 » Sat Jun 15, 2019 4:52 pm

You are doing the best thing you can to maximize your sexual health for the future without worrying about pills, injections, pumps, bands, etc.

You will never have to worry about whether you will get hard. Take a pill wait. Inject yourself, or travel with vials or check a penis pump in your luggage.

Never worry how long it lasts. It lasts till you want to deflate it. You want to have sex with someone you are sitting with on a porch swing, go for it. Thank God I live in the country. I could care less if turkeys, deer, coyotes, or the dogs watch me bang my wife while she on on her knees in the swing.

For us it is like a few years ago. Sure there are risks. Life is full of them.

If your option is a soft erection not good enough for sex why worry about it. If it all goes to hell with the implant how much worse off are you.

Make your choice schedule it do it and work on the recovery.
Central KY. Fell around 2.5 yrs ago on the boys. ED, venous leak, and Peyronies developed since. Implanted March 7, 2018, Dr. Kevin Campbell, Cincinnati, OH. Titan was used due to 30 to 35 degree curve. 18 plus 1. Excellent experience so far. Happy so far

merrix
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Re: Implant scheduled 2019, July 18 with Dr Eid, NY - WTF am I doing?!?

Postby merrix » Sat Jun 15, 2019 8:30 pm

Send me a PM if you want to exchange numbers.
I am glad to talk. I went through something very similar to you and had the same surgeon as you will have.
We could even speak in our native languages..!
43 yo, ED forever from VL
Fit and active
Implanted 151215
Titan XL 24 cm, no RTEs
Dr. Eid
Activated day 13
Sex after 3 weeks
Gained length and girth
So far It works perfectly
Only one advice: Find a world class surgeon

softtohard
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Re: Implant scheduled 2019, July 18 with Dr Eid, NY - WTF am I doing?!?

Postby softtohard » Sun Jun 16, 2019 2:53 am

SW0110 wrote:You are doing the best thing you can to maximize your sexual health for the future without worrying about pills, injections, pumps, bands, etc.

You will never have to worry about whether you will get hard. Take a pill wait. Inject yourself, or travel with vials or check a penis pump in your luggage.

Never worry how long it lasts. It lasts till you want to deflate it. You want to have sex with someone you are sitting with on a porch swing, go for it. Thank God I live in the country. I could care less if turkeys, deer, coyotes, or the dogs watch me bang my wife while she on on her knees in the swing.

For us it is like a few years ago. Sure there are risks. Life is full of them.

If your option is a soft erection not good enough for sex why worry about it. If it all goes to hell with the implant how much worse off are you.

Make your choice schedule it do it and work on the recovery.


Thank you for your support!!

The pills do get me hard but I have to keep it up by stimulation and squeezing my pelvic floor. And because of the PE I have to stimulate ever so lightly so the sex becomes mega slow and we can never “go at it” and I know this make my beautiful girl frustrated.

And the pills gives me horrible head aches, red eyes, stuffy nose and the day after the pills drains my body completely. So weird, I feel like I have 50% energy loss. Horrible.

//Kalle
ED since 22 years old now 36 years old. 18/July/2019, Coloplast 22 cm Dr Eid New York.
From Sweden, Stockholm, Girlfriend

softtohard
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Re: Implant scheduled 2019, July 18 with Dr Eid, NY - WTF am I doing?!?

Postby softtohard » Sun Jun 16, 2019 2:54 am

merrix wrote:Send me a PM if you want to exchange numbers.
I am glad to talk. I went through something very similar to you and had the same surgeon as you will have.
We could even speak in our native languages..!


Oh wow. YES I would love to have a few words. I need all support i can get right now.
I´ll text you my number in a PM.

//Kalle
ED since 22 years old now 36 years old. 18/July/2019, Coloplast 22 cm Dr Eid New York.
From Sweden, Stockholm, Girlfriend

merrix
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Re: Implant scheduled 2019, July 18 with Dr Eid, NY - WTF am I doing?!?

Postby merrix » Sun Jun 16, 2019 4:32 am

softtohard wrote:
merrix wrote:Send me a PM if you want to exchange numbers.
I am glad to talk. I went through something very similar to you and had the same surgeon as you will have.
We could even speak in our native languages..!


Oh wow. YES I would love to have a few words. I need all support i can get right now.
I´ll text you my number in a PM.

//Kalle


Seems I can't get my PM out of my outbox...
I will try to call you today on the number you provided. Calling from Skype to your phone, so number might look weird on your screen...
43 yo, ED forever from VL
Fit and active
Implanted 151215
Titan XL 24 cm, no RTEs
Dr. Eid
Activated day 13
Sex after 3 weeks
Gained length and girth
So far It works perfectly
Only one advice: Find a world class surgeon


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