Recently I finally realized that for me "modeling" so called was a hoax. My left cylinder was measured too short and that caused me to severely bend right after my catheter was removed. Since my first visit about 7 days later and even now 5 urologist down the road every one has told me to keep it straight, called modeling. The theory is that the cylinders have memory and need to be kept straight otherwise they will permanently disfigure you. That works well for those whose measurements are off by a couple of MM (which every guy is but erosion -stretching- fixes most of the problem only leaving a slightly crooked head.) I was off by 1/4" or more far to much for modeling to ever fix.
Read my posts and you will see that I thought daily modeling using VED had done the job. Typically I start vacuum therapy on my back in a nice hot tub. But I always finish standing up drying off getting ready for work. The other day started early and stayed in bed on my back. Finished with a very nice result put away the pump and just stayed in bed relaxed. About 15-20 minutes later looked down and was shocked to see the same scrawny bend shaft that I had panicked over right from the start. Then I remembered some brother had posted that his VED lasted longer when he was on top and things clicked. VED had indeed stretched me but gravity was giving me my nice results. Hours later at work I checked and sure enough I was still a little crooked but nice and full.
The last thing I want is to give anyone false expectations. This decision is hard enough without adding that into the mix. So just for the record my daily VED gives me about 1/2" more length, keeps me softer and with more elasticity also makes my glans more pointed 24/7 and less squatty. But that's it.
Change of plan again. I've already reduced my VED usage to just a daily dose of healthy blood, no more modeling or stretching. I've learned through a whole lot of hard work that there is no escaping your cylinders. If they are off so will your penis be. Permanently.
The other day I finally opened and read the notes from my last visit with Dr Carrion of Tampa. Unlike my implanter who left everything out of his notes including the diagrams he drew for me showing me that I was the problem, Dr Carrion holds no punches and puts as much or more than you got during you visit. I was shocked. Several times he warns of the dire danger of my situation that I could get infection at any time and for me that would have serious consequences.
So here I sit, typing, a ticking time bomb getting ready for work and hoping that today is not the day that I explode.
My mistake was not waiting until I could afford air fare and hotels to go to Dr Kramer.
The final frontier. Deciding when, if and how.
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LGX 18cm+3cmRTE 8 / 8/18 by Docs Saracino , Prody of FL Disfigured by Implant. Married 31 years, Functionally impotent 2+ years. 4" day of surgery now 7" inflated. Pump moved 12/4/18 by Dr Kata Hopefully fixed by Dr Kramer 6/19/19