Day 36 after my revision from LGX to Titan..
Posted: Sun Sep 23, 2018 8:28 pm
Activation in 2 days..
A few comments about size loss, use of VED, orgasms, and physical conditioning required by the implant:
Size: I have started extensive use of my VED. Maybe 4 sessions greater than 15 min each. I am sill deflated so these results are not to be compared with my pre revision stats or my pre implant stats. Pre implant I could get almost to 8" in the VED. Very thick and I filled up my VED with my girth. All very temporary.
After my original implant my length dropped to 7" from the 8" in the VED. I wanted to know what the revision has done. Am I worse off? Last night, after my revision, I starting my VED program, I got to at least 6 5/8" to which I must add for my fat pad and rounding to the tip. Also I had taken a cialis pill on Thursday so I think I did not have any enhancement to the glans. If I add in the fat pad, the tip and a cialis pill with no inflation I am probably better than my pre revision stats. Conclusion.. I have proven that the revision has not cost me any length. (not really proof until I am fully inflated and I can duplicate everything.. But a pretty good idea nevertheless.)
I know that my girth 5 1/4"now uninflated is the same as my inflated pre revision girth. So I can probably say I have actually increased girth when I estimate that inflation will give me more girth which is what I am looking for. I am hoping for at least a 6" girth assuming that my tunica will expand to accommodate my new Titan cylinders.
Ongoing question:
My revision added cylinders that are 4 CM longer that the original cylinders. Where do I see this? Where do I find it? One place is when I release the vacuum my shrinkage is less than when I was exiting the pre revision VED status. But I did not record this statistic and I am relying on my memory. While I cannot compare yet since I am not inflated, I would think that the overall length out of the VED will be greater since the penis will shrink to the tunica tip. On second thought this may not be true. My tunica was stretched possibly by the 4 CM, assuming that the original implant was max sized, the tunica length at the time pf the revision should be the same as the prerevision size at the time of the revision. Same tunica etc. In other words the 4 cm add on really just consolidates the gains and forms a new basis for further growth. BUT just because the tunica is longer does not mean the penis will be as longer if the inflated cylinders are not longer. Restated I could have a longer tunica but if the cylinders will not stretch to the tunica tips, my penis will conform to the shorter cylinders and the difference in penis length will show itself as a a floppy head. So I think that from day 1 of the revision I should have a longer penis because of my new longer cylinders.
Ability to orgasm: Because I am deflated I am depended on the deflated cylinders themselves to give me rigidity to fuck my FL. I had one great orgasm about 3 weeks ago, but was not able to orgasm since. For me to get to the point of inevitability I have to really speed fuck and I have trained myself to edge and avoid the POI. I am fighting the battle of not wanting to cum so I can continue fucking and wanting to cum to relieve the tension, So much is going on in my head. Not being fully inflated is a factor. I think that If I am very hard and long the sensations will be more intense and take me over the top, Thus awaiting the activation.
BUT something happened last night when I orgasmed for the second time since my revision. (Yes I know that I am not supposed to have sex yet, but fucking a fleshlight is not sex,, right?) I had the sensation of my cum flowing but it went on a very long time. More than a minute. A minute of orgasmic pleasure it huge. While my orgasm continued I was aware that something new was happening and I had an argument with myself whether to just keep going. I continued for minutes and I slowly came down. I assumed I would reach the super sensitivity state right after a climax during which I would have to fight thru this stage and get back into full fucking mode. I did not go there. No super sensitivity. I stayed in full fuck mode and did not miss a stroke. Now this is interesting. Most probably explanation is that I effectively separated the orgasm from the ejaculation which I used to be able to do with my prostate massage and NOHANDS orgasm, OR I did not really climax even though it felt like it OR something new happened that I have not figured out yet. In any event this is exciting for nothing I know beats the orgasmic explosion.
I have some tools still unused. I will have a full inflated thick and long dick, I will use the VED, I will insert my prostate massager, add Cialis to my routine, and look forward to the extensive use of the Venus 2000 and I will have a wild time. I am probably addicted now and all of this will probably guarantee that I spend my whole time looking forward to my next fuck session which could be multiple times each day. Will I at some point think like a normal person? It is hard do think about anything else when I have this new friend between my legs. It is a constant reminder that I always want more…
Another observation I have not read about on this site. My libido is obviously increasing, my sexual pleasure is going thru the roof which is putting new demands on my physical conditioning. I am thrusting like mad, my whole body is shaking, I am grunting, shouting like I a speaking in tongues.. Gibberish, pounding hard. We all know the feelings. I am no different than you. Just how am I to keep up with this physically? I am old, my knees and my back hurt while I am fucking etc. The return to full fuck mode with a new implant can be a challenge for older guys. When I am finished I have to be careful trying to stand up. I am weak for a few moments and tend to lose my balance. So any guys on this site are worried about revealing that they have an implant. That is the least of my problems. I want to hide the fact I am so old. Now that is a turn off. However if I have fucked their eyeballs out maybe the women will not be so critical. Pretty hard to hide this. In my defense I am fucking, thrusting, for hours.. Not minutes. So maybe I should cut myself some slack. But I just do not want them to call 911. I am not dying.. Just an orgasm. Stay calm and carry on.
My point is.. When thinking about an implant to set you free to renewed sexual bliss, you better think about your conditioning. You certainly need more of it. So it is not just the hours of sex but also hours at the gym trying to keep up with the sex. And you have time for this? You get the whole package with the implant. It really changes your life. Are you really ready? Confucius said you are not truly free until you lose your sex drive. I really understand that now. I have been having orgasms for 70 years and I do not remember being this charged up. Whatever, probably not of interest to anyone other than me and probably off subject, but I just had to say it. And upon review and reflection I do not want to be set free. Ah.. The chains of love! (no I am not into bondage.)
In any event there are exciting times for me. I love my implant.
A few comments about size loss, use of VED, orgasms, and physical conditioning required by the implant:
Size: I have started extensive use of my VED. Maybe 4 sessions greater than 15 min each. I am sill deflated so these results are not to be compared with my pre revision stats or my pre implant stats. Pre implant I could get almost to 8" in the VED. Very thick and I filled up my VED with my girth. All very temporary.
After my original implant my length dropped to 7" from the 8" in the VED. I wanted to know what the revision has done. Am I worse off? Last night, after my revision, I starting my VED program, I got to at least 6 5/8" to which I must add for my fat pad and rounding to the tip. Also I had taken a cialis pill on Thursday so I think I did not have any enhancement to the glans. If I add in the fat pad, the tip and a cialis pill with no inflation I am probably better than my pre revision stats. Conclusion.. I have proven that the revision has not cost me any length. (not really proof until I am fully inflated and I can duplicate everything.. But a pretty good idea nevertheless.)
I know that my girth 5 1/4"now uninflated is the same as my inflated pre revision girth. So I can probably say I have actually increased girth when I estimate that inflation will give me more girth which is what I am looking for. I am hoping for at least a 6" girth assuming that my tunica will expand to accommodate my new Titan cylinders.
Ongoing question:
My revision added cylinders that are 4 CM longer that the original cylinders. Where do I see this? Where do I find it? One place is when I release the vacuum my shrinkage is less than when I was exiting the pre revision VED status. But I did not record this statistic and I am relying on my memory. While I cannot compare yet since I am not inflated, I would think that the overall length out of the VED will be greater since the penis will shrink to the tunica tip. On second thought this may not be true. My tunica was stretched possibly by the 4 CM, assuming that the original implant was max sized, the tunica length at the time pf the revision should be the same as the prerevision size at the time of the revision. Same tunica etc. In other words the 4 cm add on really just consolidates the gains and forms a new basis for further growth. BUT just because the tunica is longer does not mean the penis will be as longer if the inflated cylinders are not longer. Restated I could have a longer tunica but if the cylinders will not stretch to the tunica tips, my penis will conform to the shorter cylinders and the difference in penis length will show itself as a a floppy head. So I think that from day 1 of the revision I should have a longer penis because of my new longer cylinders.
Ability to orgasm: Because I am deflated I am depended on the deflated cylinders themselves to give me rigidity to fuck my FL. I had one great orgasm about 3 weeks ago, but was not able to orgasm since. For me to get to the point of inevitability I have to really speed fuck and I have trained myself to edge and avoid the POI. I am fighting the battle of not wanting to cum so I can continue fucking and wanting to cum to relieve the tension, So much is going on in my head. Not being fully inflated is a factor. I think that If I am very hard and long the sensations will be more intense and take me over the top, Thus awaiting the activation.
BUT something happened last night when I orgasmed for the second time since my revision. (Yes I know that I am not supposed to have sex yet, but fucking a fleshlight is not sex,, right?) I had the sensation of my cum flowing but it went on a very long time. More than a minute. A minute of orgasmic pleasure it huge. While my orgasm continued I was aware that something new was happening and I had an argument with myself whether to just keep going. I continued for minutes and I slowly came down. I assumed I would reach the super sensitivity state right after a climax during which I would have to fight thru this stage and get back into full fucking mode. I did not go there. No super sensitivity. I stayed in full fuck mode and did not miss a stroke. Now this is interesting. Most probably explanation is that I effectively separated the orgasm from the ejaculation which I used to be able to do with my prostate massage and NOHANDS orgasm, OR I did not really climax even though it felt like it OR something new happened that I have not figured out yet. In any event this is exciting for nothing I know beats the orgasmic explosion.
I have some tools still unused. I will have a full inflated thick and long dick, I will use the VED, I will insert my prostate massager, add Cialis to my routine, and look forward to the extensive use of the Venus 2000 and I will have a wild time. I am probably addicted now and all of this will probably guarantee that I spend my whole time looking forward to my next fuck session which could be multiple times each day. Will I at some point think like a normal person? It is hard do think about anything else when I have this new friend between my legs. It is a constant reminder that I always want more…
Another observation I have not read about on this site. My libido is obviously increasing, my sexual pleasure is going thru the roof which is putting new demands on my physical conditioning. I am thrusting like mad, my whole body is shaking, I am grunting, shouting like I a speaking in tongues.. Gibberish, pounding hard. We all know the feelings. I am no different than you. Just how am I to keep up with this physically? I am old, my knees and my back hurt while I am fucking etc. The return to full fuck mode with a new implant can be a challenge for older guys. When I am finished I have to be careful trying to stand up. I am weak for a few moments and tend to lose my balance. So any guys on this site are worried about revealing that they have an implant. That is the least of my problems. I want to hide the fact I am so old. Now that is a turn off. However if I have fucked their eyeballs out maybe the women will not be so critical. Pretty hard to hide this. In my defense I am fucking, thrusting, for hours.. Not minutes. So maybe I should cut myself some slack. But I just do not want them to call 911. I am not dying.. Just an orgasm. Stay calm and carry on.
My point is.. When thinking about an implant to set you free to renewed sexual bliss, you better think about your conditioning. You certainly need more of it. So it is not just the hours of sex but also hours at the gym trying to keep up with the sex. And you have time for this? You get the whole package with the implant. It really changes your life. Are you really ready? Confucius said you are not truly free until you lose your sex drive. I really understand that now. I have been having orgasms for 70 years and I do not remember being this charged up. Whatever, probably not of interest to anyone other than me and probably off subject, but I just had to say it. And upon review and reflection I do not want to be set free. Ah.. The chains of love! (no I am not into bondage.)
In any event there are exciting times for me. I love my implant.