(It's OK. I had many questions myself.)I have been with a few guys since being cleared for sex. I got sucked by a number of them, and I've topped once. No one seems to notice a difference, or at least no one has said anything... and most spent some time down in my balls. Everyone seems to enjoy it. (Could be they don't care as long as my dick is hard.) It is incredible to be able to fuck someone when we're both down for that!
[/quote]My spongiosum and head do not get engorged. Some say theirs do, some don't, so I don't know what to expect over time. I'm only ~90 days into a 6–12 month journey. It currently takes me about an hour (and a lot of lube, concentration, and effort) to reach orgasm/ejaculation. I still get a bit sore from the stretching and rubbing of the tissue surrounding the cylinders. My new boner feels very different in my hand, so I'm having to get used to that. I do like being able to grip it and feel the hardness now though. Very much — that feels great![/quote]
Just wanted to say thanks for the journal. Recent implanted and reading your recovery story is very helpful. Imagine if you actually like writing.
