Malleable journal - nervous but hopeful

[wasim1]

Way to go Hancock

[LastHope]

100 days! Hell yeah! Great going brother!

[SWorks17]

Dang Duke! Congratulations on 100 days! Great, Great Update!

Either she lied or I was her first, since she was very loudly screaming last night that "oh my god, I'm fucking cumming." As I held her afterward, she was shivering like someone in the midst of hypothermia. I'm pretty satisfied with my performance.

So, good to hear that you're making strides in all parts of your life! It's really good to hear!

I'm glad that you have got your manhood back! and you're in the Drivers seat now!

Keep getting better Duke, but you're pretty darn good now!
SWorks

[FenderStrat_93]

100 days with my Genesis malleable

Just a brief update from me today. I almost can't believe it, but it's been 100 days since my Genesis was implanted. Since being cleared for sex in late January, my life has improved enormously. I'm way more confident, have even more interest in my health and well-being, my depression has seriously faded — and, of course, I am having lots of amazing sex.

This week alone I had three dates with three different women, one of which is about to arrive to my apartment in about an hour. One woman warned me that she's never been able to have an orgasm from penetrative intercourse alone, so I might have to spend some time using my mouth and hands. Either she lied or I was her first, since she was very loudly screaming last night that "oh my god, I'm fucking cumming." As I held her afterward, she was shivering like someone in the midst of hypothermia. I'm pretty satisfied with my performance.

Just changed the sheets for my date this evening; she's a repeat regular since my implant. We'll order some light dinner for delivery and then get to it.

I've never been on the dating apps, but I'm working hard to get in even better shape for when summer rolls around so I have the option of enjoying everything that Chicago has to offer. One of the greatest things about living in one of the biggest cities in America is that there's a seemingly endless supply of drop-dead gorgeous women. Maybe I'll finally sign up for a Tinder account and start making up for all the lost time.

I can't even believe I'm talking this way. 101 days ago, this was merely a ridiculous fantasy.

You guys, thank you again for your constant support and encouragement. The bionic brotherhood has changed my life.

I echo what others have said - CONGRATS Duke and thank you for sharing your experience.

I’ve really enjoyed reading your updates since we’re in the same age range and there’s a lot of overlap from where you started and where I’m at right now. I must admit that I still get lots of anxiety about getting the implant - it’s something deep down I know that I want and would ultimately improve my life for the better, but I still worry about all the standard things (erosion risk, infection, losing size since I’m already on the more average side and am more a grower not a shower, etc). Reading journals like yours help remind me that I owe it to myself to be strong and try something new that could truly improve my mental health and sex life.

I’m still targeting this Summer on my end and looking to do a malleable for all the same reasons the malleable crew here on FrankTalk gravitate towards them.

Glad you’re having a killer time out in Chicago! You deserve it man after the years without your implant. Keep making up for that lost time!!

[Discovernew]

I enjoyed reading your updates!

Would you say both length and girth are the same you had before the implant? And are you comfortable by now with concealing the erection?

[easymoney]

Malleable implants rule!!! ... LOL

[newbiehere23]

Duke,

Thanks for these updates. It's great to know I have this in my back pocket if I cannot ride out pills or injections for a bit longer. When I go on other forums and talk about malleables they all say I'm insane and that it could ruin you. We all know this is hyperbolic. I'm no implant expert but I had consultations last week with Hakky and Clavell and even they said malleables have less moving parts and last longer. Yes the erosion risk is there but it is there for IPPs as well and even if it is higher with malleables, it doesn't outweigh the risk of getting a revision every 5-7 years or your pump just randomly going.

As 100 days have passed, what has been the hardest adjustment to make with the malleable? Also have you gotten back to your pre-implant strength gains in the weight room?

[ragingbull]

Duke,

Thanks for these updates. It's great to know I have this in my back pocket if I cannot ride out pills or injections for a bit longer. When I go on other forums and talk about malleables they all say I'm insane and that it could ruin you. We all know this is hyperbolic. I'm no implant expert but I had consultations last week with Hakky and Clavell and even they said malleables have less moving parts and last longer. Yes the erosion risk is there but it is there for IPPs as well and even if it is higher with malleables, it doesn't outweigh the risk of getting a revision every 5-7 years or your pump just randomly going.

As 100 days have passed, what has been the hardest adjustment to make with the malleable? Also have you gotten back to your pre-implant strength gains in the weight room?

If you don't mind please share all you have heard from Hakky and Clavell about malleables. Any brand recommendations by them? I thought they were heavily IPP focused.

[duke_cicero]

Duke,

Thanks for these updates. It's great to know I have this in my back pocket if I cannot ride out pills or injections for a bit longer. When I go on other forums and talk about malleables they all say I'm insane and that it could ruin you. We all know this is hyperbolic. I'm no implant expert but I had consultations last week with Hakky and Clavell and even they said malleables have less moving parts and last longer. Yes the erosion risk is there but it is there for IPPs as well and even if it is higher with malleables, it doesn't outweigh the risk of getting a revision every 5-7 years or your pump just randomly going.

As 100 days have passed, what has been the hardest adjustment to make with the malleable? Also have you gotten back to your pre-implant strength gains in the weight room?

I'm glad you've had these consultations with Clavell and Hakky. What they say squares with my experience of what Levine told me, as well. The main difference, per Levine, is the potential for greater inconvenience and having to conceal it.

To be honest, the biggest adjustment with the malleable is simply my comfort with working out very hard. Going all-out with cardio and weights is something I think I need to inch my way into, but that's really only because I am extremely cautious by nature and don't want to force anything. That said, I curled 135 on an EZ bar last week for 3 sets of 6 and felt fine. But I still think I should be cautious about anything that adds a ton of intra-abdominal pressure. There's probably still a lot of subtle healing going on. But I know it'll happen! It's probably all in my head. I just don't want to ruin a good thing. Does that make sense? I also think this would be an issue with the IPP, especially considering the issue of the reservoir, which is probably put under a lot of pressure when you do something like a weighted back squat.

The only other challenge in terms of concealment has to do with form-fitting jeans. The implant just isn't that comfortable. I used to be a great lover of the Levi 541s, but I recently switched to the 550s. I just got a new pair and will report back soon about my feelings. I think I used to just stuff my penis in my jeans and didn't mind that it squished in place. You don't really feel it. With an implant, there's just more to think about on that front. But I've heard IPP bros say that they feel the same way. Concealment really isn't an issue in chinos, slacks, and slightly roomier jeans. I've learned a lot of ways to subtly style up a pair of athletic joggers - button-down shirts, scarves, and a handsome pair of boat shoes have gone a long way.

Thank you all! I am beyond grateful for the support. This experience would have been extremely scary and lonely without you. I think I'm probably going to be on this website forever, lol.

[LetoMan]

Duke, congrats man. Sounds like a blast.

I remember when you were distraught over your insurance not covering it last year. I am so glad you got it sorted out and can now fuck like a rockstar. You deserve it! Time to make up for lost time.

Be well,
Leto