confused95 wrote:defiant wrote:confused95 wrote:I think that if your surgeon sizes you properly penetration will never be difficult because the glans will always be supported by the tips of the implant.
May I ask you how you felt about sex when you were in a long term relationship? Did you feel anxious or did you get your confidence back?
Who, me?
You mate, sorry if I was not clear ahahap
It’s a really sad story and now serves as the latest and hardest in a long line of truly huge life problems.
But for 2 years we were great. I actually managed to get off the pills. I could only really safely do it whilst on my back and with jsut 5mg cialis I’d be a rock star so it was good. Great in fact. I never thought it possible to wean off pills.
Had such a close bond but something happened about 6 months ago and long story short I found her cheating on me. Utter devastation, still recovering. To be honest, we’re giving it a go and of course she denies it but what I certainly read on their WhatsApps to one another was emotional cheating which is worse. But yeah, found them together in a bloody toilet of all places. She claims she was being sick and he was helping her out.
Anyway, ED and how I had to adjust my life for it; the pill taking and even off the pills, the restrictive way I had to have sex would just dominate my existence. It’s a very familiar story. Made me half of the man I could be, which would be an epic man.
I think I’ve done so well to even come as far as I have but it’s held me back in work, in the development of myself in general, in dating (of course) and has even I would say, kept me shackled to this woman who I now put up with because I’m afraid to even try with anyone else again, despite her absolute toxicity and abuse of me.
I bought this woman a fucking house so we could start a family and then 2 weeks in to moving in, I find her with this absolute loser of a man. And I’m not being petty. He’s a loser.
So yes, pills work but even now, I’m so so so up in my head. It’s just been so long now and affects my mindset so fundamentally and profoundly that I can never just lose myself. I shy away from certain women. I look at hot girls in the street and just think, well, I’ll never even try so what’s the point. Wouldn’t work. This condition is truly worse than 95% of things that a man can go through. I’d give an arm to fix it.
My mind is so polluted now. I just need it gone so I can be free of the constant black cloud that follows you around, so I can be free and have an assured erection.
Erections and arousal in general are very very very mind/body processes. So if a fundamental disconnect exists, I think there comes a point where an override is necessary.
37, mild to moderate ED since age 21, 3 Dopplers - 1 result VL & 3 later results 'no physical problem', dependent on cialis (efficacy now waning), overcame Lymophoma at age 26, ED causing immense/profound psychological distress. Considering implant.