3 Month Update / Bionic Virginity Lost

[Lawrence13]

3 Month Update / Bionic Virginity Lost

This past Tuesday marked 3 months since Dr. Eid found a way to fit a 24 cm Titan into my scarred-up anatomy. Five years on injections had done me in physically, and even worse, mentally.

Two months prior to surgery, the girl I love left me, in part due to the ways my affliction had degraded my confidence and self-esteem. I was already planning on having this done before that… but unfortunately it was too late.

One reality of that was that I would face this surgery alone, and my recovery and subsequent attempts to adjust to life with it would be as a single man. I’ve posted previously about my horrendous first month of recovery and the subsequent turnaround. I promised after my last update that my next post would be when I finally had sex with the new unit.

So here we are.

Opportunity knocked last week when an old casual flame, who I’ve stayed in touch with over the years, reached out wanting to catch up. One thing led to another, and it went down at my place. We had sex twice that night.

Observations others may find usefull:

1. I was less nervous since it was someone I’d been with in the past.

2. I was fairly loaded up on ibuprofen and booze.

3. Round 1, I definitely felt some pain and awkward sensations. Engorgement wasn’t fully there. Far from a disaster, though.

4. During the intermission, I decided to tell her exactly what surgery I had and just be completely straight up about it. Her reaction was:

“I don’t care at all. I can’t wait to fuck you again.”

That single line from her did more to heal my soul and restore my confidence from the horror of the past six months than anything else.

5. Round 2 was all the proof I needed. I was completely present, had no anxiety, full engorgement, and everything worked exactly as I had hoped. She rode me until she finished loudly, then had me get on top and keep going until I finished all over her (as she requested).

6. She already wants another night this week ( repeat customer can’t be a bad sign)

Final Thoughts

Very bittersweet.

It obviously went better than I could have allowed myself to hope for. My confidence is through the roof, and the self-doubt and insecurity that had been slowly eating away at me over the past several years have vanished.

I will say that I am very sad I couldn’t have gotten this taken care of earlier. I believe, seeing the mental and physical difference this has made in me, that it could have saved my relationship. I really wanted this experience to be shared with the person I loved and lost. Unfortunately, that part is out of my control.

On a final positive note, this surgery has accomplished everything I hoped it would. It has restored me as a man and given me back the sex life I used to have as well as a light footed confidence moving through the world( as I used to have).

Ps. Length is back completely. Bpl 7.3 inches. None bpl 6.9 inches. Photos below. 1 flaccid hang, 1 pumped up & 1 pumped up with engorgement.