Anyhow we got it going with a short foreplay and then with her on top. Nothing either me nor her, change to reverse cowgirl without result. So we broke it off and asked ourself what is going on. I can see it on her that she is disappointed and depressed over the whole situation and sooner than later she is afraid of having sex. I can already see her anxiety before we even start and this is of course nothing to help my own excitement She also asked why I am not helping myself, because there is even less respons with masturbation than with intercourse.For the moment I feel I use a strap on and this piece down there does not belong to me. No sense ability what so ever. it's weird and a real mindfuck because I experienced the other side already many times.
Until now we had a rate of about every 4th day with PIV. We might try to take a break for a couple of weeks maybe and see how it works out.
cheers
Richard
