Periodic reminder of how amazing my bionic dick is.

[LetoMan]

I’ve made no secret of how much I went on a sex bender the last two years after getting implanted. Boy have I been having one hell of a midlife crisis. Some guys get a convertible, I just got an AMS 700 CX. It’s a lot cheaper!

As much as I love raw casual sex, recently I have been increasingly feeling the pull away from that and toward something more meaningful. So I have been changing my approach a bit in terms of who I match with, going more for women that are looking for traditional dating and relationships rather than a hookup, though ideally I wind up with someone that is into a broader relationship than vanilla monogamy. Don’t get me wrong I still go for a few hookups! And there are a couple girls I have been dating for a while but we are clear it is just sex. Otherwise, I am mixing in a lot more regular dating.

It’s a much more time intensive process. It’s trial and error. I go on a lot of dates where I don’t have sex, because she doesn’t really see it going anywhere. Most women have the idea that if it’s going to be a serious relationship that they should not have sex on the first date. And they are probably right; to be honest I’d fuck almost any woman once, and am prepared to say and do what I have to to try and get into their pants, particularly if I bothered to get dressed up and buy them dinner.

I also find that as an older successful guy I wind up going on some dates with women that are happy to push for a nice dinner at a nice place and order the most expensive thing on the menu, but then don’t put out. It’s very hard to get a sense of where women’s desire for you ends and their desire for nice things starts. It’s probably how women with really big breasts feel about whether guys really like them or just want to slobber on their tits for a bit. So I’m always looking for subtle clues that her desire doesn’t stem primarily from what she might get out of me.

It’s also harder to get a sense of the three traits I am looking for: intelligence, easygoing, and hugely sexual. When you set up a hookup with a girl, it’s somewhat easy to figure out their degree of horniness. To start with, they are looking for a hookup, that sets a baseline right there. But it’s also completely appropriate to get a sense of what she does and doesn’t like by chatting up front. In the dating context, it’s a lot harder to start off the conversation with “so… how do you feel about facials?”

Long story short it’s just a lot more effort and dead ends, lol. But then you get the payoff I suppose.

Yesterday I matched with a 24 year old on Hinge. She was not overtly sexual, and not looking for a hookup. She didn’t give off any type of sugarbaby vibe at all. After matching I skipped the small talk and quickly asked her to meet for a drink that afternoon. Sure, she said. I proposed a nice restaurant and we set a time.

The woman who showed up was nothing like the one in her photos. Her profile pics were cute, but in person she was stunning. Tall and slender, beautiful smile and eyes, confidently wearing a green sheath dress that barely covered her crotch, a black leather jacket and boots, she looked incredible.

We ordered drinks, and we got along great. She is a social sciences student, and I’m pretty sure my talking about economic development is what got her wet. We were only on our second drink when she got bedroom eyes. I perfectly executed the first kiss with zero awkwardness. I asked if she wanted to order some food, and she said no… we should get out of there. But I was hungry! And I anticipated I was going to need some sustenance. She said she was fine, but I ordered for both of us anyway. Food was excellent and it gave us more time to talk, kiss and fondle each other. We ate quickly, got an uber in the rain and headed back to my place.

Inside, we continued the lack of awkwardness and got down to business. I find my hookups almost always want it rough and dominant. This girl you could tell she wanted it slow and sensual - movie sex. I can do that with ease because there is zero preoccupation on anyone’s part as to the status of my erection … it’s just this magic wand that is ready to deliver pleasure when the director calls “action”. As usual I was mostly inflated during the date in case she wanted to cop a feel - which she did with a light brush of her hand under the table. I popped into the bathroom to top off after telling her to make herself comfortable in the bedroom.

It was incredible. I think that in casual sex one or both of the participants sets the tone that it is casual sex by how they talk dirty… if it’s not “do you like my big dick?” then it’s “my tight pussy is all your’s, Daddy.” But there was none of that here… just deep eye gazing, sweet tender kisses, non-performative moaning… it felt like making love, not fucking.

And that’s the magic of this amazing cock I now have. Validating her feelings that choosing to have sex on the first date was the right choice. Her eyes rolled back in her head. She had repeated body shaking orgasms. She rode me like a woman possessed, focused on getting her own pleasure by using my hard cock as a joystick, and understanding that her writhing was delivering intense pleasure to me.

She is one of the few women I have been with who has intense pussy clamping action. One longtime friend of mine can do them voluntarily. Hers are involuntary and a lot more intense, and she gets them in the lead up to orgasm. They are incredible. She made me cum twice during the first session, and without pausing for either of them I was working on getting to an intense third when she needed a break from her own quivering orgasms (both of us lost count of hers). We lay quietly with each other and chatted and laughed for a while before I started to finger her again. Her pussy was wet and swollen still. “Are you always this insatiable?” she said as I started to slide back into her. Yes baby… I was just waiting my whole life for the dick I needed to live it out.

We often say women’s eyes roll back in their heads, but to be honest I don’t see it that much. But hers were often lost somewhere gazing into her skull, until they would come back and she would look at me and kiss me deeply as she clamped me again.

We had a great night. The next day texting she confessed that she was really sore from our exercise the night before. She can’t know how hearing things like that is music to my ears! She assumes that I’ve been delivering deep long hard fucks for the decades I have been around. But I never heard stuff like that until I got implanted two years ago. It’s one of the reasons I am so driven in this sexual adventure I am on. I’m making up for lost time… a lost almost-lifetime.

What comes next? Who knows. She had a 5 year relationship with an older guy that started when she was 16 and he was 32. She now understands how much of a child he was, and that she was caring for him more than he was not caring for her. In the few years since she left him, she has only dated guys her age she met at college. She reports it’s pretty bad… they just want to get drunk at the cheapest place possible and then shtupp for a few minutes, cum and pass out. She’s never dated an older guy other than that one long and problematic relationship.

Both of us told the other that the other person, the date and the sex was so much more than we were expecting. She was new to apps; I was literally her first date off an app ever. Haha. We joked it would all be downhill from here.

Tomorrow I leave town, and won’t be back for a month. We’ll see where things go.

Don’t go gently into the night, brothers.

Be well,
Leto

[LGXDownunder]

Wow, I probably shouldn't have read that Leto, I'm on the bench for several weeks as my wife just had surgery.
But I'll continue to live vicariously through your adventures anyway . Potentially she sounds like a keeper, as long as the age gap is manageable.

[dan_bionic]

Leto, it's always really great, reading your stories, but this one seems to show you are tired of "just hookups" and you now look for something better, like longterm relation-ships and something more durable. You are probably on the right way to try out this kind of women. They are mostly women that are much more horny than sexual hookup girls, cause they look for caring and love, but at the same time feel horny. For the first date they dress sexy, but still elegant to be ready for all "adventures" possible and they make the same what you do the kind of "try and error" game. You were exactly the match, she was looking for, a guy with experience, older, self-confident, caring for her, let her feel good, not talking sex, but doing it...
I know it's nice to feel that kind of vibes again, to feel, you wanna be with a woman for long time ...
It happened in my life many times, married 4 of them and divorced, all went the same. A long-term partnership needs from both partners, daily working on it, to make compromises and to let the other feel good and confident in the relation-ship.
And I had just 4 years ago a 2 years relation-ship with an 22 years old girl, it was amazing and the sex was the best in my life, she was also the reason I made the implant, cause having a mini stroke, Viagra was contra-indicated, so I decided to get the implant and it was the best decision of my life.
So I know your feeling Leto and I wish you all the best and luck on your new adventure
As I'm a little older than you, I don't think that would be a way for me, I'll just continue to make-up for the lost time of long asexual periods in my marriages and continue to fuck young chicks to compensate with.