Postby LetoMan » Sun Feb 22, 2026 9:58 pm
Brothers, I am back in Puerto Vallarta where it all began 18 months ago. And that gives me a chance to reflect on how I’ve changed.
First of all, I got a lot better at sex. Last week I saw KG, who was the friend who was brought in to the threesome back when I lost my “implant virginity.”
I dated KG for about three months after that, coming back to PV to see her a few times and flying her to see me once. But we split up in October ‘24 and I had not seen her since. And I haven’t been back to PV since then.
But I saw her earlier this week, and it was a really good time. Two things: first, she said she forgot my dick was that big! Haha. I don’t think I was done breaking my implant in yet; she mostly got the post-surgery 4.75 inch version rather than the 6+ inch version (and 6in girth) that I got to after about a year. The second thing: I don’t think I knocked her socks off with the sex in my first few months after surgery. But this time I swept her off her feet. She loved it. She keeps writing to me and telling me how much she loves my dick and wants more. That is a very different change in our relationship from before.
I’d love to see more of her while I am here, but I am booked solid for two weeks. This past week I had a first date with Nataly, and I flew Ana in to see me for a few days.
Nataly: wow. I just know I am going to be seeing a lot more of her. Very sweet 23 year old. I think she was overweight at one point, but turned to nutrition and weightlifting to completely reverse things. She now has a toned feminine muscular body, with that beautiful big butt the Mexican girls work so hard to achieve. It’s a thing of beauty. But, she doesn’t have the attitude girls who were born with killer bodies have. She’s just sweet and nice and very, very sexual. She made it clear from the get-go I was going to be getting laid. And it was so, so good. Like more and more of the girls I date these days, she was yelling how much she loved my cock while I fucked her. I may be getting used to it, but it’s still amazing to hear that when the first time I heard it was at 50. In between rounds we talked about our sexual experiences. She loved hearing about my other girls and she was very turned on by it. “You are such a good fuck no wonder girls fall in love with you,” she said. Two years ago I would never believe anyone could have honestly told me that.
I flew Ana in a few days ago. We had been carrying on an online conversation for about 6 months, but had not met in person. But she was super into meeting me, so I flew her here for a few days. She got to the hotel, and about 7 minutes after meeting her in person and taking her up to the room, my cock was inside her. And it’s pretty much stayed there the past three days, if it wasn’t down her throat. She is a 27 year old graduate student, and has not had many partners, mostly a few long-term boyfriends that were very vanilla. Our thing is entirely physical, and she is using me to explore fantasies she has never explored before. We’ve been fucking five to six times a day the last three days.
Spending a long weekend with a girl has been interesting in terms of how I inflate/deflate. I have developed a fool-proof strategy: I just don’t worry about it. I actually even went ahead and inflated while she was stroking and sucking me once. She said she loved feeling me get hard, with zero clue I was pumping it up… I presume she just thought I was playing with my balls. It’s consistent with the rest of my experiences: women may think something is weird about you (you are really into fondling your own balls, you are freakishly hard all the time, you have a super hard testicle), but they don’t make some giant leap of logic and guess you have an implant. They just roll with it. So what if he likes to play with his hard testicle? He fucks me til my eyes roll back in my head.
Tomorrow Ana is scheduled to leave, and Fani, who I have been dating for a year, is scheduled to fly in the day after that. But! I have a crazy complication. This morning the Mexican government took out the most wanted cartel leader in the country, who’s cartel is located in the state PV is in, and as a result the cartel is retaliating by setting cars on fire and engaging in gun fights with police and the army in the streets. I can see smoke and burning vehicles and hear gunfire as I write this from my (very safe) hotel. The airport is shut down, and rebooking for flights out is very hard. Ana got a flight for later in the week. But Fani gets here Tuesday. You never know when cartel violence is going to force you to take care of two girls at once! Neither of them are into threesomes, but maybe once we are all in bed together they will change their mind?
After Fani leaves next weekend, I have one night to see Nataly again, and then one night to see KG again. And then I will be flying back to my boring divorced dad life at home.
Overall takeaways from this 18-month post-surgery experience:
Confidence just becomes the norm. I no longer marvel at my confidence or oversell it. Now I just roll with it. I got a bionic cock. You’re gonna come a bunch of times.
I got better at sex. A lot better. Partially just from experience - my body count over 18 months is close to a hundred, and I fuck a lot. But also because I have learned I can put women in positions and use my dick in ways that I never would have before. Suggesting sex on the balcony is not something old-me would ever have done, because it would add to the uncertainty of staying hard. Standing sex was never an option. Sex on demand was never an option. Generally taking my time and not using my dick as much as possible was never an option. Now I can take my time on foreplay knowing my dick is ready to go the minute she is ready for it. And I can legitimately get women to that point where their pussy is sopping wet, they have come a number of times, and their ass is red from being spanked, and they are putty in my hands. It’s incredible.
The hardest thing for me now is finding someone who matches with me on all the levels I want: loves to fuck, very pretty, very tender, and smart and capable. It’s a tall order. I’m finding lots of girls that have two or three of those, but none yet that have all four.
I had a heart attack a month ago. Life is short. Fuck more. I was worried about whether I could handle a heavy schedule of sex one month after my heart attack, because I was honestly feeling old and “near death” after the heart attack. Turns out the best medicine for that is fucking a bunch of twenty somethings. I’m back!
I was joking with my buddies that if I had another heart attack while fucking down here in Puerto Vallarta, they should know I went out the way I wanted to go. We’ve since revised it: if I get taken out by a stray bullet from the cartel war going on around me while I’m fucking on the balcony, then I REALLY went out the way I wanted to.
My advice to you guys: stop worrying about your length. Stop fretting about your first few times having sex. It’s all going to get better, it just takes some time. Focus on the positive: these implants are gifts.
Whether it’s a new sex life with your wife, a new sex life with someone new, or turning yourself into a polyamourous fuck daddy like me, you can live the life you want.
Do not go gently into the night!
Leto
Born 1974. Implanted 5/21/2024. AMS 700 CX 21cm, 3cm RTE. Penoscrotal. Venous leak my whole life. Pills helped, but hated the side effects; worked less as I aged. Skipped injections. Grateful to bionic brotherhood that helped me make this decision.
Fucking young chicks to compensate 
