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equusAz
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Re: Yet Another Journal

Postby equusAz » Thu Nov 27, 2025 12:39 pm

NYCGay wrote:Thanksgiving

Today is Thanksgiving in the U.S. But I’m in Mexico now, and I’m not originally from the U.S. so no turkey for me. (Also, I’m vegetarian.)

But I do try to foster a feeling of gratefulness.

I’m immensely grateful for my supportive husband. Before I got my implant in 2021, he was weary of the idea. It seemed too risky to him.. What if something went wrong? And he doesn’t bottom anyway, so he was fine with my thickish turgid-but-not-hard cock.

But he knew how it frustrated me not being able to get hard, and how it ruined the joy I could have gotten – and he was getting – from the extramarital affairs we allow each other. Once I had made up my mind – I wanted an implant, and right away, as soon as the procedure could be scheduled – he was fully onboard.

He spoon-fed me my first meal when we got home after the surgery, as I was lying flat on my back in bed. I would have been perfectly capable of feeding myself, but it felt good to be pampered.

So, yes, I’m grateful that I will be getting it back, for however few or many years it may last.


So glad to hear you have such a supporting husband. I don't think I'd be in as good of a mental place as I am today without him in this situation. It's been hard adjusting to having an implant and loss of size due to peyrone's and cancer, but I think I'm finally getting there. Incredibly glad to see that your story is working out well for you especially with the issues with insurance.

I would suggest looking into United if you can get it. I've had their PPO and it has been absolutely seemless to work with in my journey without even a hiccup. Out of Pocket is also an option for those who can afford it - but that absolutely won't be a lot of folks out there.

Looking forward to seeing more of your journey!

All the best!
48yo gay married male - Size before = 7.5" x 6.25". AMS 700 CX implanted 12/9/24. 18cm + 1cm RTE and 18cm + 2cm RTE (current 6" x 5.5" - shallow crus).
Implant Journal: https://www.franktalk.org/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?t=25158


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