Osprey_1 wrote:Mark1974,
You are I are recently implanted and are having serious doubts about what we have done. My dick is numb and I can’t have an orgasm. The thought of spending the rest of my life this way (after cancer, years of ED, suffering through all of the fucked up “remedies” like injections and the pain of the implant completely messes) with my head. Having said that, people on this forum have repeatedly told me that things will get better and the numbness will resolve. I have no choice but to believe them that this will get better and that someday I will have a working dick and a robust sex life with the woman that I love. What choice do we have? All of my anger at this point is directed at the medical implant industry which in my opinion, provides absolutely no support for people like you and I … the 20% who wind up with numb dicks. They should be at our sides, giving us encouragement and counseling us as to how we can best improve our chances of a positive outcome. They are not and seemingly want nothing to do with people who have less than perfect results. The fact that we have to resort to an Internet forum to figure out what is happening to us is a disgrace. I will try to stay positive and I encourage you to do the same.
I feel for you guys, it's really a dilemma and a bad situation to be in both physically and emotionally. Have you thought about seeing a therapist about this? Just talking through it for a few sessions with an objective professional might go a long way to helping get out of your head about it and deal with the anger and frustration.
