Up: I had been debating continuing with injections due to the pain. I am up to 40 units at the high dose trimix. I thought I might call it quits at 35u. Tonight I injected 40u, and with both of the last two injections there was less aching. Not sure if I'm just getting used to it or if I have figured out the right pace of injecting slowly, either way I'm up for more. Still not enough of an erection for intercourse, but the reduced pain is worth noting. I don't have high hopes, but willing to keep going. Now I just need to decide if I want to pay for another vial. Actually, if anybody wants to weigh in on shelf life of an open vial, I'm listening. Currently at about 38 days. Might be another week before I can inject again.
Down: I was diagnosed with bladder cancer and had surgery to remove a tumor the end of last October. I am at my first 3 month follow-up. On Monday I got the lab results from a urine FISH test a weekish ago. Results were positive - cancer detected. Sometimes I hate the electronic connected world. Would have rather heard that from my urologist than than see it in mychart
. Anyway Friday is my physical exam and meeting with my cancer urologist. That will likely leave me out of commission (sexually) for a few days or so. My body doesn't seem to care for the scope. Right now just hoping for some sort of "false positive" and a clean bill of health (relatively speaking).Still generally considering an implant even though my wife is not in favor. Unfortunately, right now, I have other concerns to get through first.
