QuestionGuy wrote:FMLFML85 - i understand how the ED journey can become the "thread pulled ...which unravels the entire sweater". I went thru it myself a few years ago, when 6 (yes 6 !!!) women , inside of two years "kicked me to the curb" when I experienced ED. (after spending a lifetime of spareing women's feelings, as they revealed their sagging breasts, flat rear ends and other "less than perfect" physical attributes) ....and like you : I now cant help but notice who's buried in Arlington cemetery, who gets on the lifeboat first..... and how (with a straight face) we consider 60% of the population to be a minority. My advice: come to this site to contribute and acquire technical information regarding the latest medical advances. Don't expect support in or around the area of Misandry or any other such issues. This community is very very "blue pill" (for whatever reason) best of luck to you and try to keep a positive attitude.
Remember, for guys with a history of E.D. "blue pill" may have a completely different meaning than you intend. Viagra is famously called "the little blue pill".
I expect you refer to the "Matrix" franchise, "Blue Pill / Red Pill" choice given to Neo; accept the blue pill - drink the Kool-Aid, accept the fiction of the pleasant dream or take the red pill - take knowledge of the truth and accept the painful reality. Recall also the movie "Vanilla Sky".
Edit: Wikipedia did a better job of defining than I did
Red Pill: A life of harsh knowledge, desperate freedom, and the brutal truths of reality
Blue Pill: A life of luxurious security, tranquil happiness, and the blissful ignorance of illusion