I can not feel sensation on my left side of penis after using Penile Stretching Device with mild ED.

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I can not feel physical sexual sensation on my left side of penis. Tadalafil is working for me most of the times but some days I do not get good erection even with tadalafil. After using Penile Stretching Device, I have sensation issues during masturbation. I have never had sex, my marriage is about to happen in 4 months. I now have severe performance anxiety. I want to talk to someone. I have consulted two good Urologists, taken Inj. Hcg many times, 4 Pshots many timss, shockwave therapy, doing massage daily. Its been 2 years. Veins on left side of my penis have shrunken. I get little lesser engorgement on left side of penis as compared to right.

Now the main problem I am facing in masturbation which makes me doubt my future sexual encounter is that I do not get good penile sensation during masturbation, I do not get enjoyable orgasm, I do not get penile contractions while ejaculating. As I do not get penile contraction, My hip movements have got severely hampered. Insufficient penile skin sensation have destroyed my Motion Of The Ocean. I WANT to do it, There is no issue with interest(testosterone level), but impared physical sensations is creating aversion for masturbation.

I really doubt that, I wont be able to have motion of the ocean during sex. I can not have sex before marriage, I love my wife, I am religious muslim. I have always saved myself for her. I seriosuly need help from my elder.