21 Years Old with moderate/ severe ED, looking for help or guidance

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Hello everyone, I am pretty desperate for some help as I am feeling completely hopeless and stuck at the moment and I am hoping someone knowledgeable can chime in with their opinion or experience.

I am currently suffering from severe ED and hard flaccid which i believe was induced through occasional penis enlargement techniques in the past (so stupid i know). At the moment I have hard flaccid, numbness, low libido, nerve pains etc. For the past year i’ve had issues with erections so I always had a tiny piece of viagra to help boost confidence and performance. It then stopped working after developing the hard flaccid symptoms a couple of months ago. I am now on cialis 5mg daily however that is starting to become obsolete. I used to be a very sexual person however this has completely stripped me of my confidence and a major pleasure in my life. I am currently in a relationship which also adds to my stress and depression. In my case there isn’t really many recovery stories and the damage that I have caused seems to be irreparable as it just keeps getting worse. Is a penile implant a realistic option as a 21 year old in the UK? Do i need some sort of proof of physical damage or leakage? Is anyone else in the same position that I can talk to? Am i too young? and what steps can i take?

I have accepted that I won’t be back to normal again which is already hard enough but the thought of never having any function or ability to have a relationship at all is truly terrifying and is leading me down some dark places,
Thank you for reading I hope someone could please offer some guidance or mentorship please