PLEASE HELP ME.. This condition is a living hell

[softcock1]

I am 35 years old and have been suffering from ED for two years.
Believe it or not my biggest fear in life was suffering from ED, I never thought it was going to happen to me and just the thought of it scared the living daylights out of me and guess what.. I got it. I never wished the condition on anyone and I've never heard of anyone in my family suffering from it.

I would see the ED adverts on TV and think to myself I am grateful to god that I don't have that condition, I would rather have cancer. I have lost all motivation to work, exercise, go outside, talk to women, post on social media. Everything is ruined. I have tried Viagra but it did nothing. The only cure to this illness are pills, injections and implants, effectively two ineffective treatments which require pre-planning and not guaranteed to work and a third which is invasive and risky.

Can someone please point me in the right direction for getting this condition sorted? I do not trust Medical Establishments and Health Care Services although this is not resolving itself and I am desperate. I have spoken to my doctor who organised a blood test and that's as far as I've got.

TLDR - my penis doesn't work as it should. I am lost on what to do, have no money and hate doctors including hospitals although I have no choice but to seek assistance. PLEASE HELP ME !!