feeling depressed about ED and shrinkage
Posted: Mon Jun 22, 2015 2:06 am
I have had some dark days recently and don't know what to do. The ED has been bad enough, but after I started injections about 18 months ago or so, I have had severe shrinkage in girth and length. I was issued a pump by my doctor and was told I could go back to my original size if the pump and constriction rings worked, but they didn't. I've lost about 2.5 inches in girth and 4 inches in length. They believe it is plaque from the injections and that the diabetes also causes shrinkage problems.
My friends say it's a vanity thing and I guess it is, but I'm single now for the first time in many years and was very proud of my manhood before. My past girlfriends always loved the large girth and size and I always knew that no matter that I've gained a lot of weight and my looks have faded, I could always please a girl in the bedroom. Now, that's all gone. I shared this with a woman recently, verbally, and she said that 90% of women don't care, as long as you are attentive and caring.
Maybe I watch too much porn and it has distorted my view, but I'm so afraid that if I ever get an erection again, through an implant or whatever, that a woman will be very uninterested in me because of my small size. I'm very tall and heavy and think that women will laugh whenever they see me. I'm not willing to go through suspensory ligament surgery or any of that stuff just to gain an inch or so.
My friends say it's a vanity thing and I guess it is, but I'm single now for the first time in many years and was very proud of my manhood before. My past girlfriends always loved the large girth and size and I always knew that no matter that I've gained a lot of weight and my looks have faded, I could always please a girl in the bedroom. Now, that's all gone. I shared this with a woman recently, verbally, and she said that 90% of women don't care, as long as you are attentive and caring.
Maybe I watch too much porn and it has distorted my view, but I'm so afraid that if I ever get an erection again, through an implant or whatever, that a woman will be very uninterested in me because of my small size. I'm very tall and heavy and think that women will laugh whenever they see me. I'm not willing to go through suspensory ligament surgery or any of that stuff just to gain an inch or so.