Shitty thoughts .... thinking about suicide

What are your fears? Ideas? Hints? to coping with ED. What helps you with your mental game? How are relationships affected?
Nadie123
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Shitty thoughts .... thinking about suicide

Postby Nadie123 » Thu Mar 11, 2021 10:50 pm

Well, I am just another defective man, at 22 my penis does not retain an erection for more than 1 minute, cialis helps but does not improve, viagra helps more but it does not work, and in short my sexuality became shit like everyone else unfortunate men who hang around in this forum, I am not going to victimize myself because it is not the idea, but really since my problem got worse (a year ago) the idea of ​​committing suicide is only in my mind, it generates self-harm to me, but nothing More than some pretty scars were left, the question is if young men also have these kinds of thoughts? ... Coincidentally the idea of ​​simply ending my life generates calm in me, as everything from thinking to executing exists a sometimes narrow line sometimes not so much, but am I the only one who thinks about it like this? and if not ... what antidepressants can work for them? .... I'm not even afraid of dying, but thinking about the pain that I would leave in my mother makes me doubt it a bit... thanks for reading
23-year-old Colombian ... Psychological ED for life, I use viagra spontaneously with excellent results, it stopped working and probably developed a leak ... cialis + viagra work halfway in one position

Martin6469
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Location: St. Louis, USA

Re: Shitty thoughts .... thinking about suicide

Postby Martin6469 » Thu Jun 24, 2021 6:25 pm

If you can get to a doctor and get Bimix or Trimix to inject into a corpus cavernosum, combine that with 100mg sildenafil (generic Viagra). There are many options for you, most discussed in this forum, if you can find good medical services.

Also get testosterone measured; if it's low, that will cause depression independently of erection problems. Synthetic testosterone is widely available and works 100 percent.

Buena suerte.
Last edited by Martin6469 on Sat Jun 26, 2021 2:42 pm, edited 1 time in total.
Age 76 in 2021. On testosterone replacement due to hypothalamus malfunction. (Attention depressed guys: low testosterone is a cause.) Healthy health nut but ED due to getting old. Like to keep enough cardiovascular ability to thrust for 30 min.

GoodWood
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Re: Shitty thoughts .... thinking about suicide

Postby GoodWood » Thu Jun 24, 2021 11:23 pm

The pain you are in now will pass.

There IS a solution for your ED. You CAN have a happy, fulfilling life with GREAT sex.
But don’t give up before the solution.

Find a good urologist that can work with you to find that solution. Muse, EDEX, BiMix, TriMix, and if that doesn’t work an implant.

If you aren’t seeing a therapist or psychologist please find one and be honest with them about what you are going through. Seek out help.

There IS a solution. Don’t give up.
52yo, NYC. ED started at 40. 60 units BiMix + Atropine (Pap 30/Phen 6/Atr 0.2). Tri & QuadMix prostaglandins cause aching. Doses increasing. VED each morning to maintain size. Eager to talk about implant experiences.

Nadie123
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Re: Shitty thoughts .... thinking about suicide

Postby Nadie123 » Thu Jun 24, 2021 11:32 pm

Thanks for the support brothers I fight a lot with it but I keep insisting
23-year-old Colombian ... Psychological ED for life, I use viagra spontaneously with excellent results, it stopped working and probably developed a leak ... cialis + viagra work halfway in one position

shrunken_dick
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Re: Shitty thoughts .... thinking about suicide

Postby shrunken_dick » Fri Jun 25, 2021 7:44 am

Man, I, too, was suicidal a few months back because of my ED. Now I am on anti-depressants and doing ok.
I ( 29 M ) took Anavar for two months, which made my pituitary gland fail, leading to very low testosterone. Unfortunately at the same time I went into xanax withdrawal. I went without erection for a year. Went from 5.7” penis 4.7” .

silver daddy 1960
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Re: Shitty thoughts .... thinking about suicide

Postby silver daddy 1960 » Fri Jun 25, 2021 10:26 am

Hi Shrunken_dick

I also was in a very dark place for years after prostate surgery took my erection. Started therapy (anti-depressants) and ultimately found Frank Talk. Frank Talk was the true start to my recovery. You will find men to talk to here and I encourage you to chat, private message, text. You are not alone and I genuinely believe we are all here to help each other! Please search out a Therapist, sometimes just saying things out loud is a huge start. Don't give up it will get better!!

Keep in touch, we want to know how you are doing!

Silver Daddy
61 yrs old slim and fit NYC, Prostate Cancer at 51, nerve-sparing robotic prostatectomy at 52, severe ED ever since, pills don't really do much, Bi-Mix not working, going to Trimix works for now but miss lost spontaneity.....

Mike_b
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Re: Shitty thoughts .... thinking about suicide

Postby Mike_b » Sat Jul 17, 2021 12:11 am

I too sometimes get suicidal thoughts with my penile fracture. I tend to go to the mobile crisis unit when that happens. I hope you can find a safe haven when you feel like this.


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