holy shit, you waited 5 week. GD, i dont know if I can wait that long. lol. Im doing best and its only a week. haha. fml.

he said at 4 weeks he will assess me for cleanace to have sex. I need a clearance for beating off. lmao.

ok. healing is going great. way better than expected. this is going to be the longest 4 weeks of my life. Did anyone get horny AF while healing. im only a week and I want to fuck a hole in the wall. And im somehow supposed to 4 weeks. FML I never used to beat off, my wife has always been too willing...

Today i got to shower and take all the dressings off. I feel relieved. and wow, Ive never seen an incision so well stitched. freaking amazing looking ! pain today is pretty mild, i'm still staying ahead of it with the basics - no hard stuff. its mostly just really annoying try to hide the huge hard ...

Yes, i had abdominal pain, it felt like i did a 1000 sit ups the day before, lasted a week or so. It wasn’t a bad pain for me, more of a, i just over did it at the gym feeling. Yes. mine is similar is not super bad, definitely like I over did it at the gym with a touch of what @Bent Ben said: feeli...

I do not recall, from my reading on here, any one ever mentioning their abdominal pain from the reservoir being put in. Its a huge pain and is not unbearable. it feels like someone punched me really hard in the stomach and it hurts flex my core. on the plus side, for now: the razor blade peeing is ...

I do not recall, from my reading on here, any one ever mentioning their abdominal pain from the reservoir being put in. Its a huge pain and is not unbearable. it feels like someone punched me really hard in the stomach and it hurts flex my core. on the plus side, for now: the razor blade peeing is s...

my doppler showed ZERO leakage and they said i was as good as 20 year old.
Obviously i wasn't

ugh, still feeling a little shitty from the drugs. I was Pissing razor blades soaked in fire yesterday from the catheter, today just fire.
still all bandaged up and can't see much
trying to figure where to put this beast so i can get out of the house in the next day or two.

Tomorrow is the big day. wheeeww. them emotions are running high.

im fine with it being pointed ,or even out. just wanted to support it somehow.