Can't believe that 3 weeks from now I will be implanted! Excited as can be and have the jitters at well. Sure hope all goes well. I bet it does. In the meantime bite your fingernails and toenails. Watch LSU destroy Oklahoma. Eat drink and be merry. And let us not forget....on New Years Eve, while y...

Well, I’m just 48 hours ahead of you on the bionicization conveyor belt. I’m doing pretty much ok with some of the encouraging words I’ve gotten in my thread on same subject. Promise: check this thread New Years Day. I promise to pass along any buyers remorse the day after. I doubt I have any. The m...

Our situations aren’t alike. But I do understand the anxiety. I’m 11 days out. I won’t have any help in the home the first week or so. Yeah, my wife knows I’m getting it done. We did discuss it and she said do it. But she doesn’t know when. She and daughter had a bunch of planned travel to visit rel...

I took alprostadil in stand alone form as a product called Caverject. It definitely got me hard. It’s good stuff except for the side effects. After sex my dick hurt for several hours. Even after getting soft it would be a little sore. There’s a little bit in trimix but not as much as when that’s the...

I’m a Texas Aggie class of ‘78 and have spent my adult life in the oilfield or Army. I’m fond of saying there are no stupid questions, just stupid people. So forgive me in advance if what I’m about to say is really, really stupid. I think what I’m feeling is performance anxiety. I’ve had ED so damne...

It’s a bit past 6 am, Dec 19th. I have a report time to go get my LGX implanted of 6 AM on the 31st. I’ve dealt with life, death, premature babies, multiple combat tours. Why is a simple medical procedure affecting me so? My wife and I discussed doing this. The ED had made sex pretty much a train wr...

I suppose anything is possible. I could win Powerball. (It would help the odds if I bought a ticket). You might get hit by a meteor. Trump might beat Hillary. Wait, delete that last one. Seriously, though, according to the urologists that had me on injections since 1990. The culprit is the papaverin...

I’m guessing by cream you’re talking androgel or similar. I self inject. Hitting myself in the thigh hurts but it’s convenient. A shot in the butt hurts less, less likely to put it in a vein by accident, but requires agility. I noticed an acceleration of hair loss on my head about 6 months. I notice...

The TRT accelerated the loss of my head hair. No question. It was like stepping on the gas pedal in my wife’s Mustang convertible. DHT is one of the chemicals testosterone evolves into, once in your bloodstream, and it’s the leading culprit in male pattern baldness. The TRT gave me a hell of a lot m...

If you’ve noticed me posting a bit more it’s because as surgery approaches I’m getting antsy. We are 13 days out as of now. Yes, loss of size is a concern to me. I’m not a pornstar. I was always a grower and thought I was undersized only to find out I was well above average and had what one might ca...