SIGNING OFF...
Posted: Wed Nov 08, 2017 2:36 pm
I must admit it's been one helluva ride here on FT. I'll be eternally grateful I found this place. The knowledge and encouragement I found here transformed my life completely. I had given up on ever feeling like a fully functioning man again and retreated into a shell for the most part. Little by little I erected a wall between myself and my family as the ED I struggled with consumed my emotions and general outlook on life. The once humor filled personality I was known for had evaporated. My general outlook on life became very blase. I quit caring a lot of things that used to define me. My wife and I existed more as roommates who didn't really seem to care for each other a lot of the time. This was primarily on me since my wife remained very supportive of me, but I became distant and cold towards her without even realizing how much I had withdrawn my affections.
In the short time since being implanted most of that has improved. I have a long way to go however in opening back up and participating with my wife in all aspects of our lives. So far I've basically focused on getting laid as much as possible. It's almost like another adolescence with the exception of I'm not consumed with finding multiple partners. For instance, I'm coming to realize my wife's buttons get pushed by a completely different set of motivators than mine. For me, in my new adolescence, everything is revolving around sex first and foremost. I have to remember how I used to help out more and take some of the day to day load off my wife. I've never quite understood how that is a turn on for women, but the fact remains it is.
Being capable of marathon sex sessions is a thrilling concept to be sure. I'm at that point now but have to focus on the rest of the big picture. You guys here at FT were instrumental in me arriving at this point, but I'm certain few of you are capable of helping me take it any farther along. In a way it seems I no longer need what I originally came here for. The ongoing journals of everyone's advanced sexual prowess aren't going to get me anywhere from here on out. To be sure, they did a lot to convince me of the benefit of pursuing an implant however. My gratitude for that knows no bounds.
I feel there is little more I can contribute over what I've posted so far. I'm glad my comments about my radically new sex life have given some hope and encouragement. I've appreciated the positive responses I've gotten from more than a few of you. It's time now though for me to do the rest of the work in my life without sharing it anymore. I'm as average as the next guy here so I doubt whatever I'd share would profoundly help anyone. My best wishes are for all of you bionic brothers going forward. Lastly, I'd like to encourage any of you still on the fence about the implant procedure to get it done asap. There aren't enough adjectives in the English language for me to use in describing how beneficial an implant is for restoring most facets of your life as a man. With that, I'm saying a fond goodbye. Best wishes to all of you!
In the short time since being implanted most of that has improved. I have a long way to go however in opening back up and participating with my wife in all aspects of our lives. So far I've basically focused on getting laid as much as possible. It's almost like another adolescence with the exception of I'm not consumed with finding multiple partners. For instance, I'm coming to realize my wife's buttons get pushed by a completely different set of motivators than mine. For me, in my new adolescence, everything is revolving around sex first and foremost. I have to remember how I used to help out more and take some of the day to day load off my wife. I've never quite understood how that is a turn on for women, but the fact remains it is.
Being capable of marathon sex sessions is a thrilling concept to be sure. I'm at that point now but have to focus on the rest of the big picture. You guys here at FT were instrumental in me arriving at this point, but I'm certain few of you are capable of helping me take it any farther along. In a way it seems I no longer need what I originally came here for. The ongoing journals of everyone's advanced sexual prowess aren't going to get me anywhere from here on out. To be sure, they did a lot to convince me of the benefit of pursuing an implant however. My gratitude for that knows no bounds.
I feel there is little more I can contribute over what I've posted so far. I'm glad my comments about my radically new sex life have given some hope and encouragement. I've appreciated the positive responses I've gotten from more than a few of you. It's time now though for me to do the rest of the work in my life without sharing it anymore. I'm as average as the next guy here so I doubt whatever I'd share would profoundly help anyone. My best wishes are for all of you bionic brothers going forward. Lastly, I'd like to encourage any of you still on the fence about the implant procedure to get it done asap. There aren't enough adjectives in the English language for me to use in describing how beneficial an implant is for restoring most facets of your life as a man. With that, I'm saying a fond goodbye. Best wishes to all of you!
). You nailed it on the head many times re how ED affects our whole manhood, not just our non-working dicks.