I am thinking of suicide

What are your fears? Ideas? Hints? to coping with ED. What helps you with your mental game? How are relationships affected?
alibaba
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Re: I am thinking of suicide

Postby alibaba » Sat Aug 19, 2017 10:40 pm

December 7, 2014 I had enough of this E.D. crap and a lousy doctor and was ready to blow my brains out but ultimately decided I was stronger than that and was not giving up till I had a working dick like many others here. It was not easy but I won. If this old fart can do it someone young, full of energy and full of love to share with others like you can do it better. Best of luck to you, many hugs via electrons. Don't EVER give up. Those who have been here a while know I didn't give up and I had plenty of opportunities to say just fuckit, I'm through. I didn't. You won't. May a million angels full of love and joy guide and care for you.
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LGX 21cm installed by Milam 01/13/16. Horror story; both service and surgical outcome. Many issues relate to infrapubic installation. Replaced by Dr. Kramer on 03/01/17. 22cm Titan +1.5cm tip extender. Pleasant experience! improved. ED since 39. Now 60

PFracture
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Re: I am thinking of suicide

Postby PFracture » Sun Aug 20, 2017 5:02 am

Caninoespacial: Meu, não te mates por causa disto que não vela apena. Já houve alguém aqui que cometeu suícidio, quando no entanto há soluções. Tens um médico muito bom no brazil, que te pode ajudar. Alguns users daqui já lá foram que eu sei, e foram muito bem tratados. Posso-te mostrar o tópico até.

Eu também sou novo, tenho 30 anos, e fracturei o meu pénis, por isso sei o que é ser "normal, sem nenhum problema" e o que sofrer com isto. Manda PM se precisares, mas não te feches nisto.

Até já
Suffering from moderate E.D. following a penile fracture.
Merrix: Thank you for everything you have done to this community. You are missed!

Bandit
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Re: I am thinking of suicide

Postby Bandit » Sun Aug 20, 2017 9:57 am

Caninoespacial
You have your family, friends & faith to give you the strength to defeat this problem. Move forward always & know that you have many friends here that really understand what you are going thru. All the best to you !
Bandit
Born 1958, married. Prostate Cancer. Gleason score 8. RRP November/2014. PSA undetectable since. Implant May/2017 AMS700LGX 18 cm + 1.5 cm RTEs. Dr. Mark Sigman

alibaba
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Re: I am thinking of suicide

Postby alibaba » Sun Aug 20, 2017 1:40 pm

Brazil speaks Portuguese for those who do not know so I am re-posting PFracture's message in english for everyone. My ability in Portuguese is not good so I used Google Translate.

Caninoespacial: Dude, do not kill yourself because of this that you can not sail. There has been someone here who committed suicide, but there are solutions. You have a very good doctor in Brazil, who can help you. Some users from here already were what I know, and were treated very well. I can show you the topic by.

I'm also new, I'm 30 years old, and I fractured my penis, so I know what it's like to be "normal, no problem" and what to suffer from it. Send PM if you need it, but do not close it.

Until now
LGX 21cm installed by Milam 01/13/16. Horror story; both service and surgical outcome. Many issues relate to infrapubic installation. Replaced by Dr. Kramer on 03/01/17. 22cm Titan +1.5cm tip extender. Pleasant experience! improved. ED since 39. Now 60

caninoespacial
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Re: I am thinking of suicide

Postby caninoespacial » Sun Aug 20, 2017 2:11 pm

Hey guys, I would like to say i have started my plans to overcome this and improve all the aspects of my life while I search for a solution. My appointment with a new Uro will be happening at wednesday, i'll bring any upgrades to everyone. I think I will start a new topic giving detailed information about my progress for everyone to follow. I think this may be helpful for a lot of guys out there who have to fight our issue. Thanks everyone for the support and for the kind words. Pfracture, are you from Portugal? If you are, muito obrigado pela ajuda, cara, realmente foi importante. I think... there will be a way out, and there are parts of my life that are worth fighting for. Thanks everyone.

radioradio
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Re: I am thinking of suicide

Postby radioradio » Sun Aug 20, 2017 4:19 pm

caninoespacial wrote:Hey guys, I would like to say i have started my plans to overcome this and improve all the aspects of my life while I search for a solution. My appointment with a new Uro will be happening at wednesday, i'll bring any upgrades to everyone. I think I will start a new topic giving detailed information about my progress for everyone to follow. I think this may be helpful for a lot of guys out there who have to fight our issue. Thanks everyone for the support and for the kind words. Pfracture, are you from Portugal? If you are, muito obrigado pela ajuda, cara, realmente foi importante. I think... there will be a way out, and there are parts of my life that are worth fighting for. Thanks everyone.

Great news Canino.
Please start your new thread soon, so that you can share with us, and we with you, under a different caption. Can't wait to hear about your progress.
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Born '52. Married '79. RALP 3/1/17. ED 50+% prior to surgery even w/ meds. VED, Injections, ineffective. Considering implant even before PCa diagnosis. Dr. Kramer 8/2/17. LGX 21cm+0.5 RTE. Kramer replaced/repositioned pump 12/13/17. Willing to Show/Tell.

Airpirate
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Re: I am thinking of suicide

Postby Airpirate » Sun Aug 20, 2017 7:51 pm

Stay strong pal. There's a lot of support on this board. Things will work out. You are not the first person to have this problem.

caninoespacial
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Re: I am thinking of suicide

Postby caninoespacial » Mon Aug 21, 2017 8:09 am

Hey everyone, I have just created a new topic on general discussion to be a sort of diary with the constant follow up of my journey. I believe it will be useful for many guys out there. Thanks for the help, guys. Those who have some time, take a look at the topic if you can, please. And thanks again.

sliphill
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Re: I am thinking of suicide

Postby sliphill » Tue Aug 22, 2017 8:18 pm

caninoespacial wrote:Hey everyone, I have just created a new topic on general discussion to be a sort of diary with the constant follow up of my journey. I believe it will be useful for many guys out there. Thanks for the help, guys. Those who have some time, take a look at the topic if you can, please. And thanks again.


Will do canino, I'll take a look. I think this is a great idea. You will help others. We all know the devastating impact ED has on men. Glad you're feeling better.
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Implanted by Dr. Michael O'Neill in Charlotte, NC on 6/9/2017 with AMS 700LGX. 18 cm cylinders 3 cm RTE's.

JayGould
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Re: I am thinking of suicide

Postby JayGould » Fri Aug 25, 2017 3:47 pm

I understand why you'd want to kill yourself. However you don't seem to have anything that isn't fixable with an implant. So you are lucky. Getting money for an implant is not impossible. Do what you have to do. It could be a lot worse (like Peyronie's).


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