David, I don't know if you will ever read this, but thanks for your articulate sign off post. I am pretty much in the same place as you. I am grateful for the FT forum - it helped me get through some very difficult times. I continue to skim through the posts, but am finding everything that can be sa...

lib- I can understand your anxiety and pain. I had a penile injury at a young age which led to intermittent ed which only got worse, the older I got. I was terrified at the thought of an implant. Instead I went with band-aids. Shrinks, pills, gurus,meditation, sex workshops, massage, pumps, shots, y...

I'm in San Francisco area. Happy to talk, tell, show.

Geo, It sounds like you're in the SF Bay Area. I don't know if you're locked in to Eid or kramer, but I highly recommend Dr. Karpman in Mt View. Send me a pm if you want to discuss.

Touché

I do wish I had my implant years earlier but if I had not tried everything else first I would always wonder. At least I know now there was no option for me to remain a sexual human being.

I Started reading your story to my wife last night while in bed - she started sucking my cock while I was reading. The more I read the more turned on we got. We had some of the best sex ever. If I had your writing ability I'd go into more detail - let's just say mind blowing. Sometimes our fantasies...

Great job telling your story and experience. Ah youth! Reminds me of my young single days in San Francisco. Isn't it great being bionic? We can live our fantasies, things we could only have dreamed of doing a couple of years ago. Smetro, I can't wait to hear what you and Miss H do for an encore - I ...

It sounds like there are two different topics here: Medh, If you're not getting hard and not able to squeeze the bulb it won't force any saline into the cylinders. One way or another you need to squeeze the bulb. Did you have any success using two hands as jdavid suggested? abob, it sounds like you'...

Michael, Your question is insightful and complex. It was San Francisco during the 80s and AiDS was decimating the city including many of my friends. I was in a monogamous relationship (I thought) but he wasn't. Suddenly (after 25 years) my old high school sweetheart re-appeared on the scene. II was ...